fic: kissed by the holy fool

[dime_for_12]

You know how sometimes a fic idles so long on your [two, ha. wait, no. three] harddrives that you just want to either 1) post or 2) delete it?

Well, so I figured I had spent so much time with this fic after writing sketched on the barrel of my gun that I couldn't just delete it. So, I brushed it off, and am posting it. HAHAHA, FANDOM, SUFFER. ;

Comments

[fourtenpm]

Up to first chapter, so to speak, and have to say: THIS is your curtain fic?!

[dime_for_12]

... um. Yes?

;_; I TRIED, YOU MEANIE. I TRIED.

(also, I hate RL. HOW HAVE YOU BEEN?)

[fourtenpm]

Ah, well, for a curtain!fic distinctly lacking a curtain, and featuring random stray spiders and snakes in stead of, say, kittens and puppies, this is, i imagine, as much a happy ending as it gets. Probably not happy happy, but definitely hopeful.

This is where they've come to rest.
I really like the finality sound of it.

RL is scary, in the sense that I cannot believe another year has gone by. I shall start job hunting, as soon as I am done procrastinating.

[de_nugis]

*waves wildly* We missed you!

This . . . is you doing schmoop, right? ; )

I love it. I love the angst of it and the way it isn't a cosy ending and it's hard and they are still so distant even when they are trying but it's getting better.

Being me, though, I spent the whole second two thirds of the fic wondering where the spider was and whether it was going to reappear. Please tell me Dean killed it with flaming bug spray.

[dime_for_12]

*waves back* YAY, HIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahahaha, the spider. Ah, taken from my own experience. I actually named it Hermie and let it live in the cinderblock until the either the cold killed it, it died of natural causes or it got tired of seeing my face just staring at it *snerk*

So. Flaming bug spray. Definitely :D

(also, yes. This is my schmoop. I ran off the equation "Sam+Dean+house=happy" But I forgot to factor in the "me" variable. Oops.

[lonetread]

I'm gonna just admit up front that I haven't read this yet, it's just a convenient place to say "Hey, you, been a while! You should get on AIM more often." So yeah.

(Also, I promise I will go back and catch up on all your fic eventually. Once I do ALL THE HOMEWORK. D: College, WHY?!)

[dime_for_12]

don't worry; I totally get where you're coming from (sadly, :C )

I HAVE MISSED EVERYONE, TOO! School ... sucks. Rly rly.

[lavinialavender]

I'm so glad you posted this. I've MISSED your writing, how beautiful and vivid you make everything, even the unhappiness and tension. Once again, beautifully constructed, the painful stage they're coming from and heartaching place Dean's in after he used to wrap up Sam's every scrape.

I love how you handle the pre-slash tension, how you avoid the common points of angst and focus on what's really there, what matters to them. I love the promise implied toward the end of this. :) Makes me happy. Oh, and I really want to see now the first moments when they finally come together. ::blinks puppy-eyes at you::

[dime_for_12]

aw thanks. I guess it's been awhile (I was all ":\" about even posting this to *my* journal, ha), but I'm glad you liked it

[lavinialavender]

I think that's a good approach to take. SamandDean are all about themselves, after all - I think in many ways, the incest taboo wouldn't even come into consideration, especially not after half of what they've been through in canon.

:DDDD WE ARE VERY CLOSE TO POSTING THE PROLOGUE PUBLICLY. MAYBE YOU SHOULD START WATCHING freac_camp (OMG SOMEONE PLEASE WATCH OUR COMM...EVEN THOUGH WE HAVEN'T STATED POSTING ANYTHING IN IT YET). But seriously, we're only going to start posting it around when we have the first chapter ready, because the prologue isn't that long and it's too much of a summary to be able to post to the comms.

I imagine you're entirely too busy for this, and the wonderful whereupon is already giving us gorgeous feedback...but an awesome way to get sneak-peaks would be to sign up as one of our betas. :D And since we do have someone else too, there wouldn't be as much pressure on you - you could read it at your own pace, etc. I would just consider it doubly fantastic to get your input too!

[dime_for_12]

sorry so late in reply - between exceeding my download allowance (when I DON'T EVEN DL ANYTHING, JEEBUS) and the weather, internet's been sketchy. I WILL JOIN. Also, feel free to send me what you want. Christmas break's coming up, so I'll have a bit of freetime (outside of having to beta fic for a friend of mine, she's been waiting since ... like October).

I WILL TOTES HELP YOU >:DDDDDDDD