so much has happened since the last time i posted. i feel so detached. i hope that i do return to this and open my heart again. it's hard, it's such a heavy heart now ( Read more... )

today is a fantastic day in all respects! yes, i am still freaking out about 20 different things, but today, none of that matters. I have a ton of drive and much more optimism than i started the week with. i'm taking everything in stride. i'm focusing on the good things, and when you do that, more good things happen! sure, i have a lot to do (i'm ( Read more... )

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Sometimes I wonder, why? Why me? Of all the little ticks I could have, OCD, ADD, I get the most annoying one in the world! I get the damn Guilt Complex with a side of sarcasm ( Read more... )

*sigh* Skipping a class to do work seems so sacrilegious somehow ( Read more... )

FRESHMEN!!!!!

( Cut For Angry Freshmen Rant! )

She touches, and it blackens. Her life is love, her love is dead. Kindly hand her a tissue, those tears seem to be real... but we can never really know, can we? There are flowers on her dress. I wonder if she has ever stopped to smell one, or did she just trample them all with her feet? A wayfarer, a straining heart, curse cast and caged. Poisoned ( Read more... )

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Tom Waits: "Tango Till They're Sore ( Read more... )

GGGGGGGRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!! Sometimes I just REALLY HATE MYSELF!!!! I mean, REALLY!!

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*grumble grumble grumble*

*sigh* But it helps to scream to an electronic journal for a bit. let off some steam, you know... better now...