I am going to be strong...

My blood work came back. They said it looked like I had had mono but right now, they can't find any reason as to why I've been throwing up. Therefore, they've decided to diagnose me with an eating disorder! Yes. Because they don't know what's wrong, they have to think of something ( Read more... )

So much for my cutting back on the smoking. Fat chance of that ( Read more... )

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My journey has just begun. Justin said something last night that really made me think. He looked at me and said, "It's time for me to shine. I've already had my 'Behind the Music' story.." That's your teenage years. That's when all the drama and all the heartache and all of the things that transform your life and shape you into the adult you're ( Read more... )

STOLEN FROM GABI:

- name - Jessica Lee Meek
- age - 17
- birthdate - 11/24/1987
- zodiac sign - Saggitarius

what do you <3 ?

<3 music : the doors, led zeppelin, weezer, tool, system of a down, kylie minogue, john lennon, the beatles, jewel, janet jackson, michael jackson, incubus, gwen stefani, eric clapton, elvis, the eagles, the rolling ( Read more... )

I hope everyone had a really good Christmas. Mine was fair. I can't really complain, I got everything I asked for. I managed to do all of my Christmas shopping for family and friends on Christmas Eve. Yes, it was slightly hectic...however, everyone was thrilled their presents. The Old Man especially enjoyed his ornament ( Read more... )

I've spent alot of time with Justin lately. I'm not neglecting my family, though I've been accussed. I want to explain to my father that when I am home--all I do is stay in my room alone. Why not be out and entertained elsewhere? He's trying his best to make me feel guilty for wanting to spend time with Justin ( Read more... )

How to make a digitaljess
Ingredients:

1 part anger

5 parts arrogance

5 parts joy
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little caring if desired!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

Justin enraged me so much the other night. I broke it off. And then I called and apologized. And he apologized. And we made up. And we hugged. And I sighed. And he told me how much he loved me and called me baby doll alot ( Read more... )