not going home for thanksgiving

[dietcokehead]

im through, ive TRIED to do it

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[trubossplaya]

IM SOOOOO GLAD I GET TO POST FIRST.

this is an AMAZING POST. I KNOW EXACTLY HOW YOU FEEL... 100%
Ive been there.... LITERALLY.

I MISS YOU MAN.
WE HAD THE BEST TIMES, and WORST TIMES.
after all we went through,
it's no mystery why I went crazy.

but I had to make peace with this place.
Make peace with myself.
Say bye to Jay. and Eddie. and my hopes and dreams
in order to heal myself.

hardest thing i have ever done.
but im glad to be where I am now.

Did i mention that I miss you to death.
I was listening to "the system works for them" yesterday.
brings me back.

I would give anything to hug you,
while holding a st. ides mixed berry 40oz
and hear the studs on our jackets cling together
with jay and joe and all the usual suspects
behind the rat.

xoxoxooxoxoo

gravy and guts

[total_coelo]

being a zombie means it's thanksgiving every fucking day. i hate going back home because i never really lived there. i hate going to boston because it's a veritable ghost town now. practivally all my favorite zombies escaped. the past will torture us forever but are reminders that you can never go back, and why the hell would you want to. the people who said they enjoyed high school are also the same people who will rot in their home town for the rest of their lives. i'd rather eat my own face then be or see any of the people who made me as fucked up as i am ever again. besides football sucks, so does turkey, massapukeness, the winter, etc. stay home. get fucked. eat a brain. i love you matthew goodbye. x

[mathissexy]

BOO.