I am a horrible person.

[dicotomygrrl]

I am feeling like a horrible person, but I can't help it. Everyone around me sees to be getting pregnant, most of the don't even seem to be trying, people younger than me, people married for less time than us, people who *weren't* trying, people with their 3rd, 4th, or even 5th babies. I just want to scream, it just seems so unfair. My whole life

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[turkchief]

(Hugz).....it'll happen.....

[blackendstryfsh]

*hugs*
There is nothing wrong with that mix of emotion you are experiencing. It shows your strength that you can develop joy for others where jealousy could easily outshine it.
If you want someone to vent to or want some support, I am here. Give me a call if you'd like to talk. Dan and I made a lot of changes to help us along. I remember the fear that it would never happen. 516 233 8590

[saravit]

Just hang in there. Serenity prayer time and all that. I hope your wishes come to pass.