i think i'm going to do it.

[dharma_kamal]

i'm going to take my boyfriend's advice. also, ram das'...but robert reminded me of it.
i'm going to do something totally against my nature.
i'm going to live in the moment.
and at this moment, i'm scared of living in the moment.

i will no longer plan every exact detail months in advance.
VERY SCARY.

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[bigchubbsmcgee]

So basically, you're doing what I said several times weeks and months and years ago.
Hope I'm not the one hated, I guess. Let's talk sometime when you're sober and you aren't ZOMGDEMANDING that it be just the two of us.

[anonymous]

There's never anything to be afraid of. The only failure in life is fear. Had written big supportive narrative but forgot about the block.

Best,
boy #5