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Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
1. I wish I'd never gone to prom. It was one of the worst nights of my life, and not because my date ditched me for another girl or anything like that (I had no date! haha). Prom was a reminder of the fact that I had no friends, and at some point during junior year, high school had become a horrible place. I cried at the end, and left by myself, because I came by myself. Why the fuck did I do that to myself.
2. I wish I hadn't been dating the wrong person for two years, because during those years? I needed to be doing something else.
3. I wish I'd never made my mom cry, but it needed to happen. I had to get my head out of my ass, and treating her the way I did was unacceptable. I'm sorry it took her leaving the room and bursting into tears for me to realize it.
4. I wish I hadn't wasted most of this year being so horribly depressed. There were a million and one things I could have done about it, but I didn't. I just didn't care enough, and that's pretty bad.
5. I wish I hadn't let my writing slack off along with being depressed this year. I'm working my way back into doing it more again, but man, shame on me.
6. I wish I hadn't had that coke at 11pm last night because goddammit I was staring at the ceiling all night. I should know better! But no, I got excited about writing and apping and blah blah blah UGH FUCK YOU SLEEP.
In totally unrelated news... I, like many people, absolutely love the epic flash animations that come with reading Homestuck. But the ones I love the most? The short, simple ones that provide little teasers and amazing world building like this one. I sometimes think it needs a better word than 'webcomic' to describe it, because you get gifs, music, flash animations, mini games and things you can't print on paper.