Those Smiles Lighten My Life
Title: Those Smiles Lighten My Life
Author: Me
Pairing: YamaChii
Rating: PG
Genre: Fluff, angst
Summary: Something that keep passing Yamada's mind
A/N: I'm kinda badmood right now ^^ better to read the fic immediatelly, 'kay~ Comments are loved
What kind of person Yamada is?
Nobody knows. Just God and himself who know about him really well. He just got a bad news of many fans annoyed with his fanservice with Yuto. People asked; 'How about Chinen?', 'Were both of you fighting?', 'Lack of AriYama!', bla bla bla bla.
Bah, blame their manager... no. Put all your blames to the boss. The one who told them to make YamaJima alive like before. As usual, 'boring' was his reason to do that. He didn't even care with what will he get from fans; bash. Didn't even mind what Yamada and Chinen feel.
However, all he knows are money, popularity, success.... maybe. Nodoby can understand what did that old man think.
As Yamada walks and steps into the share room, he could see a figure that sleep peacefully. He smiles weakly and approached him; Chinen Yuri. His lover who almost never show him a wide smile of happiness to Yamada. The person who almost a year kept giving him fake smiles and said 'I'm OK' to him. The person that made Yamada almost cry of sadness and regretful, seeing whenever he do YamaJima fanservices, Chinen just smiled. Yeah, the watery smile. He could see how hard Chinen tried to resist his tears, wanting it to dissapear immediatelly but it can't, shaken body who tried the best to not fall.
Those smiles that cursing Yamada's life, haunted him everyday. The moments when he almost cried; Taipei concert. The manager forced him to act like lovers with Yuto, part of YamaJima fanservice. At first, he thought he'll do it for fans. But it made him regret. As the acting part began, the widely smile of Chinen totally dissapear.
His mind totally blank.
If a fan didn't ask him something, maybe he will stoned until the end of the concert. Chinen wasn't there. The Chinen Yuri, his lover and part of JUMP was gone.
What kind of lover he is?
Yamada touch the now-not-so-smooth cheek of Chinen, for people who see his face. An innocent sleeping face like nothing in his mind. But Yamada is a person who can read Chinen's mind perfectly. A sleep to block those hesitation, frustration, dissapoinment, sadness, and loneliness mind running around. That's why, the little guy is love to sleep so much.
The older one keep staring the sleeping beauty beside him, his tears can be seen from the corner of his eyes.
"I'm sorry, Yuri...
I'm really sorry...."
As tears falls on Chinen's face, slowly he wakes up and seeing Yamada'sa face really close with him. "Ryosuke...?" he wipes those tears that keep coming out, his face shows a full of worry.
Yamada shakes his head and smiles weakly, "Sorry for waking you up."
"It's ok but what's wrong? Why are you crying?" asks Chinen worriedly.
The distance between them dissapear as Yamada kisses his lips against Chinen passionately. Giving all his love to the kiss, hoping Chinen can feel it. They break the kiss and presses their forehead to each other, feeling the presence of love.
"Just you who can kill me right now. Just you who keep passing my mind, made me writing that song..." says Yamada.
Chinen looks at him confused, "Hana... Egao...?"
Yamada smiles, "I'm happy you didn't say 'Hanatare'," and getting a cute pinch from the little one. "I love you, Yuri. I always do no matter what happen and what am I doing. If I died, it's ok as long you are the one who took my soul."
"Ryosuke, I do--"
"I love you the most in the world, and i meant it so much. Don't let what you see doubting you, because you know exactly where my heart is belong to. No need to worry again," Yamada stares at Chinen's eyes deeply, proving his seriousness with wordless.
Chinen closes his eyes, feeling the love Yamada spreads to him, only for him. he opens those beautiful eyes that now become watery. "I understand, I love you too very much, Ryosuke. Thanks you."
As he closses his eyes again, the gap between them dissapears for the second time.
The end
failed fluff --" OK. Bye.
Author: Me
Pairing: YamaChii
Rating: PG
Genre: Fluff, angst
Summary: Something that keep passing Yamada's mind
A/N: I'm kinda badmood right now ^^ better to read the fic immediatelly, 'kay~ Comments are loved
What kind of person Yamada is?
Nobody knows. Just God and himself who know about him really well. He just got a bad news of many fans annoyed with his fanservice with Yuto. People asked; 'How about Chinen?', 'Were both of you fighting?', 'Lack of AriYama!', bla bla bla bla.
Bah, blame their manager... no. Put all your blames to the boss. The one who told them to make YamaJima alive like before. As usual, 'boring' was his reason to do that. He didn't even care with what will he get from fans; bash. Didn't even mind what Yamada and Chinen feel.
However, all he knows are money, popularity, success.... maybe. Nodoby can understand what did that old man think.
As Yamada walks and steps into the share room, he could see a figure that sleep peacefully. He smiles weakly and approached him; Chinen Yuri. His lover who almost never show him a wide smile of happiness to Yamada. The person who almost a year kept giving him fake smiles and said 'I'm OK' to him. The person that made Yamada almost cry of sadness and regretful, seeing whenever he do YamaJima fanservices, Chinen just smiled. Yeah, the watery smile. He could see how hard Chinen tried to resist his tears, wanting it to dissapear immediatelly but it can't, shaken body who tried the best to not fall.
Those smiles that cursing Yamada's life, haunted him everyday. The moments when he almost cried; Taipei concert. The manager forced him to act like lovers with Yuto, part of YamaJima fanservice. At first, he thought he'll do it for fans. But it made him regret. As the acting part began, the widely smile of Chinen totally dissapear.
His mind totally blank.
If a fan didn't ask him something, maybe he will stoned until the end of the concert. Chinen wasn't there. The Chinen Yuri, his lover and part of JUMP was gone.
What kind of lover he is?
Yamada touch the now-not-so-smooth cheek of Chinen, for people who see his face. An innocent sleeping face like nothing in his mind. But Yamada is a person who can read Chinen's mind perfectly. A sleep to block those hesitation, frustration, dissapoinment, sadness, and loneliness mind running around. That's why, the little guy is love to sleep so much.
The older one keep staring the sleeping beauty beside him, his tears can be seen from the corner of his eyes.
"I'm sorry, Yuri...
I'm really sorry...."
As tears falls on Chinen's face, slowly he wakes up and seeing Yamada'sa face really close with him. "Ryosuke...?" he wipes those tears that keep coming out, his face shows a full of worry.
Yamada shakes his head and smiles weakly, "Sorry for waking you up."
"It's ok but what's wrong? Why are you crying?" asks Chinen worriedly.
The distance between them dissapear as Yamada kisses his lips against Chinen passionately. Giving all his love to the kiss, hoping Chinen can feel it. They break the kiss and presses their forehead to each other, feeling the presence of love.
"Just you who can kill me right now. Just you who keep passing my mind, made me writing that song..." says Yamada.
Chinen looks at him confused, "Hana... Egao...?"
Yamada smiles, "I'm happy you didn't say 'Hanatare'," and getting a cute pinch from the little one. "I love you, Yuri. I always do no matter what happen and what am I doing. If I died, it's ok as long you are the one who took my soul."
"Ryosuke, I do--"
"I love you the most in the world, and i meant it so much. Don't let what you see doubting you, because you know exactly where my heart is belong to. No need to worry again," Yamada stares at Chinen's eyes deeply, proving his seriousness with wordless.
Chinen closes his eyes, feeling the love Yamada spreads to him, only for him. he opens those beautiful eyes that now become watery. "I understand, I love you too very much, Ryosuke. Thanks you."
As he closses his eyes again, the gap between them dissapears for the second time.
The end
failed fluff --" OK. Bye.