he was an escape from all the negatives in my life.
but as soon as i feel cornered again, he becomes a negative..

until i remember how he saved me 
and that i love him.

that i really can't picture me without him

.. did i just say that?

A short story by someone

He pulled into the familiar parking space, his car facing the same river that flowed in the same direction it did long ago when he was younger. The sun’s appearance was erratic, showing itself sparsely as the clouds strolled gently across the summer sky. After exiting the vehicle he opened the back door, pulling out a black ( Read more... )

what to do

what to do

what to do

what i have done lately..


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i secretly kind of thought that i would have that feeling only once.
happy to say, i was wrong.

my pet is better than yours.


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hey you,

as i scrolled through my life records--my "journal", or so people like to call them,  i found traces of you--subtle yet still very much there. gestures that made me feel like a an entirely different person; one that was carefree, open-minded, but more importantly, important. surprisingly however, it seems as though these days you ( Read more... )

i was just going to say "i've never met anyone i liked to talk to so much".. but then i realized that i have.

i am lucky.

for having no real plans at all, it was a good time

rachel is 20 today!!


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A-MAZ(E)-ING.

"what do you think being in love feels like?"

"i dont know."

maybe it feels like a three hour board game.


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alright so get this. after my hamster running away and being missing for TWO WEEKS, my Dad finds him running up the stairs tonite. i can't believe it.


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