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[devils_reject]

i'm afraid that im not going to ever stop feeling like this, and that i'll be hiding most everything i really feel all the time

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[great_scotto]

sounds an awful lot like the assignment for philosophy we had last year about the fear poems.
but then you have a different philosophy teacher than i did.

i really wish had more to say hear. but absolutely nothing is coming to mind. and i have no idea why.

[untainted_joy]

You aren't mental, hun. You're still searching and still not settled and still not sure of yourself. You're also a teenager, youthful, beautiful, full of energy, and on a pill that messes with your hormones. If you don't want to lose people, you need to just take deep breaths and talk. Not when you're so stressed that you can't handle something, but when it comes up first. It's hard to like people if you never know whether or not they're lying, whether or not they actually love you, whether or not they're telling their true feelings about anything. I think everyone in the world goes through this at some point, and nearly everyone pulls through. I suggest that you call your doctor and tell her about how you feel. She may be able to help, whether with anti-depressants or a new brand of what you have currently. I love you, much as you can drive me crazy. I'm sure I do the same to you all the time. Don't stop talking.
And feel free to delete this comment after you read it, if you'd like.