What?

[det_munch]

I don't know what to do or how to feel. I tried to write a poem but I have such a mixture of hurt, confusion and anger and I couldn't properly convey all those things in a single poem much less pick them apart to attempt to write ones to convey each

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[withoutwords]

*great big galomping hugs*
I know this feeling...but unfortunately, I haven't found an answer except to continue being there when I'm needed and trying not to let it bother me when I'm not needed.

Lame advice, I know. But chin up, beautiful. It'll all be okay, so sayeth the elves.

[det_munch]

I don't think anybody has the answer, which makes it all the more frustrating. I do what you do but then I'll get to feeling this way when I see how I am sometimes just sort of ignored unless I'm needed.

[daedreams]

Believe me, I completely understand where you're coming from. I think you're important, not just for being insane and funny, but for being someone I can talk to about the most incredibly random things, and know that you'll understand. Plus, you're always there and ready to talk, even when I haven't been a very good friend, which makes you an even better friend. :)

And, you know, you're the first person I go to when I need someone to fangirl with. Cause you don't tell me to stop being a stalker and get a life, you ask when we're going to San Francisco to hunt down a certain TV host...

Hugs and love!

[det_munch]

haha well thanks. I'm on AIM and Yahoo if you want, I'm making dinner but will be around.

[astlynkirinkita]

hey i know i'm a little late reading/responding to this but i haven't had much time lately so now i'm catching up.

All I have to say is whether you believe me or not, sometimes you are exactly what somebody needs. People don't always need someone who "knows all the right things to say and do" and truth be told, sometimes that person is exactly what they DON'T want - more often than not I think. I think one of the reasons why people say you're such a good friend (and mean it of course) is because despite what you think about the kind of friend you are, there are many times where you are exactly what the doctor ordered.

MISS YOU!! And thank you for the card!

[det_munch]

thanks your comments really mean a lot, I miss you too and you're welcome for the card I am glad it got there so fast-although I don't know what I expected PA is pretty close. I didn't mail until a few days after I said I was going to because I'd forget to take it out with me when I went to take Winston out, or I missed the mail truck etc.