the future looks so bleak and so bright at the same time right now, and i don't know how to even begin to feel about it ( Read more... )

Last night was totally beeeautiful. Middleworld could save my soul I think... when they actually play. It was lovelylovelylovely.

Then when I came home I had a dream Amy was at the show and I saw her sitting at a table smoking and Jordan was glaring at her for smoking upstairs, and I got pissed so I tackled her and she left. Hahhh, I'm crazy!

yea, everythings gonna be okay.

Again I get carried away, and I'm still smiling.

Maybe it's just better because I have his blessings, and I hate her so fucking much.

A certain little monkey called me on the phone tonight with big tears and I could barely understand her when she first started talking. Then she got better, and she explained to me a pretty tragic story ( Read more... )

Everything I did this new years was for you.

We miss you.

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Stevens Point is a big bowl of stupid crap mixed together with a phallic body structure.

New Years Eve ( Read more... )

Yesterday was fun. Spent 5 hours at the Mission, talking with Jan and it was beautiful. Reminiscing about what we would be doing if it was summer... meh. I miss that. Then we came home, and my mom took us out to eat at Aldo's, and shopping where Becky and I bought a whole shitload of food, including the weirdest fruits I've ever seen ( Read more... )

I woke up at 7:20 this morning to go get my braces yanked on. That was lame ( Read more... )

Friends' Stuff ( Read more... )