Maybe for the same reason they tear me up -- it's so sad that they had to go through that, to get where they are. *sigh* Thanks for the awesome fb, you. :D
oh, our boys. oh, des, I love this so damn much. it's perfect.
awkward silences, quiet touches, soft apologies mixed with a rough plea for Sam not to leave. It had only been the once, the night before Sam left, when Sam was nineteen and Dean was old enough to know better, and it hadn't seemed to matter, until after it was done. Just once.
GOD.
killa's bday and we ALL get presents *g* Thank you for this!
that space at Dean's back, at his side, that Sam-shaped space was still empty.
smarter than Dean in his DNA, probably,
Sam's absence was nagging at him, worse than Sam's grumpy little bitch-voice ever had.
Dean looked at the line of his throat, listened to the soft sounds he was making, and wondered how the hell he was ever going to leave Sam's goddamned bed.
I love college!Sam, and this Dean felt pitch-perfect!
You are so damn good. This is so RIGHT -- I love how recognizeable all three Winchesters are, but still different enough in little ways that you can tell this happened before the events that led up to Dean coming for Sam in the pilot.
You know, when I saw your icon I was stunned into silent contemplation of Sam's mouth. *g* *shakes it off*
I love how recognizeable all three Winchesters are, but still different enough in little ways that you can tell this happened before the events that led up to Dean coming for Sam in the pilot.
Thank you so much. :D I think they all had to have changed in those years apart; being used to living in someone's pocket, and then suddenly that gap...would be so *weird*.
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This was so real and so hurt-y and just amazingly good. *loves* :D
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awkward silences, quiet touches, soft apologies mixed with a rough plea for Sam not to leave. It had only been the once, the night before Sam left, when Sam was nineteen and Dean was old enough to know better, and it hadn't seemed to matter, until after it was done. Just once.
GOD.
killa's bday and we ALL get presents *g* Thank you for this!
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Here are my favorite bits:
that space at Dean's back, at his side, that Sam-shaped space was still empty.
smarter than Dean in his DNA, probably,
Sam's absence was nagging at him, worse than Sam's grumpy little bitch-voice ever had.
Dean looked at the line of his throat, listened to the soft sounds he was making, and wondered how the hell he was ever going to leave Sam's goddamned bed.
I love college!Sam, and this Dean felt pitch-perfect!
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Awesome, sugar!
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I love how recognizeable all three Winchesters are, but still different enough in little ways that you can tell this happened before the events that led up to Dean coming for Sam in the pilot.
Thank you so much. :D I think they all had to have changed in those years apart; being used to living in someone's pocket, and then suddenly that gap...would be so *weird*.
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