Comments | despite_myrage: [locked to Rachel Dawes]

despite_myrage

[locked to Rachel Dawes]

Mar 13, 2010 19:23

Do you still not want to talk to me?

Because we should probably talk soon.

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rattle_thecages March 14 2010, 06:57:56 UTC

No, I don't particularly feel like talking.

What is it you want us to talk about now, Robin?

despite_myrage March 14 2010, 07:07:53 UTC

Then maybe this should wait.

How much of an idiot I am? For starters.

rattle_thecages March 14 2010, 07:21:14 UTC

No, it'd just be postponing the inevitable.

Robin, I don't expect you to share everything with me. Everyone is entitled to their privacy. We're together, and you're still your own person the way I'm my own.

But I'm not okay with keeping something like this from me. I can't abide by secrets and I don't understand why you couldn't just tell me. Especially I told you it was your decision, whether I hate it or not.

And I do. I hate it. That's not the point.

despite_myrage March 14 2010, 07:34:36 UTC

Honestly, what I'm going to say is going to sound like an excuse. I guess it is, but it's true. I don't know why it's true. It just is.

I didn't mean to keep it from you. I didn't mean to go to his office. I ended up there. When I realized where I was, I left. I haven't decided on helping him yet. I haven't. I don't know why I was there, but it all seemed so unimportant because I hadn't decided to help him. I wasn't planning on talking to him yet even.

I know that it wasn't unimportant, but it felt that way to me. I haven't decided anything. I don't know why I was there. I don't know why I didn't think it was important to tell you about it.

I don't know.

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