Meme Taken from Tro

[desert_music]

I'm sorry I haven't been around for a while but I haven't been feeling well. Harry prescribed some medicine which has helped immensely although I am still coughing.

This is called the stupid things meme

Comments

[private response]

[emerald_profile]

*raises eyebrow and coughs* killed a a snake? *curious*

more importantly, been robbed/vandalised? Who and where?
*softly* Tried to hurt your self? *narrows eyes and coughs again*
*been blackmailed?

Cat? Talk to me?

Re: [private response]

[desert_music]

[Filtered for Tro]

It was in our time, love, after I broke out and before we came back. I didn't try to hurt myself in the way you are thinking. They were coming after you next and I played with the possibilities of offering myself in your stead, but soon realised that would not work. I'm sorry I did not word that very well, and should have thought when I ticked that box.

I'm coming to bed shortly and then we will talk. I promise. There are questions I want to ask you about the answers to your meme too, but didn't want to do so in a public forum.

*caresses you through the bond*

I love you, Tro.

[solrosa]

Hurt yourself? *frowns* I've been there, sucky place to be.

[desert_music]

I'm sorry, Megan, I didn't word that very well. I didn't mean it as in self-harm, more... There was an incident before we came back in time where I knew that some very bad people wanted to hurt Trowa. I thought about offering myself in his stead if they would accept that but realised very quickly they would simply do that and then still go after him. If I was hurt or dead I had no chance of protecting him.

*sigh* He's not happy about some of my answers either. It's difficult when there's only a box to tick. I should have thought through this better.

[solrosa]

*shrugs* It's okay. Just proves that I'm the only person in the group crazy enough to hurt herself. :P

It is hard when there's only a box to tick. I would call what you did more of a self-sacrifice then self-harm.

[desert_music]

*Hugs you* You are not crazy, Megan. Everyone gets desperate enough at some point in their lives to do things they might not normally. I know I have been over the past few months, and that it wasn't the first time in my life I've felt overwhelmed.

Self-sacrifice or self-harm, the end results are the same, and that was where my mind was when I filled in the meme. I'm sorry. I'm tired tonight and distracted, obviously more so than I realised.