Video; filteredfaygotSeptember 3 2011, 01:49:18 UTC
[Taking a moment to filter this, he is learning.]
Brother, is it all being something you want a motherfucker for to get your jam on at? I'm being here if you need a listening hear stub, yeah? Know I ain't your fuckin' 'rail or shit like that, but it's what you up and got friends for.
Video; filteredderparcanaSeptember 3 2011, 04:02:53 UTC
[ ... Oh, Gamzee. Ryoji appreciates your thoughtfulness (wow what a weird sentence). ]
... That's right. But I'm okay now! Mostly. It's just... she's still there, you know? In my head. It's--I don't think anyone else really knows what that's like.
Video; filteredderparcanaSeptember 3 2011, 07:36:24 UTC
[ Honest miracles all up in here today, man. ]
Maybe it's just me... but what I remember is thinking that if you beg enough she'd get the idea, but apparently she had to rip away my free will and my ability to feel emotions along with my body to make me do what she wanted.
Because I otherwise refused.
[ He smiles, anyway, though his words are bitter. ]
But... I'm still here. That just means you and I are going to have a harder battle than most would know. And we're the only ones who know it's happening.
.. I understand. And I know you understand me, right? It'll be fine, eventually.
Video; filteredfaygotSeptember 3 2011, 14:21:04 UTC
If you're ever all thinkin' like the motherfucker could all be made to shut her chute with some choice slime, you come find this bro, yeah? I'll make you the most wicked pie you ever set your fuckin' eyes on.
Video; filteredderparcanaSeptember 4 2011, 11:31:50 UTC
[ ... Ryoji honestly is not sure about it.
On the one hand, it seemed to help Gamzee. On the other, he was not entirely sure it would be good for him. But... well... what could just ONE hurt? Ryoji looks contemplative. ]
Video; filteredderparcanaSeptember 10 2011, 04:10:44 UTC
[ Ryoji thinks for a moment. ]
Oh, you mean my deck? Yeah, I might be interesting! I'll bring it with me, Gamzee-kun. ... I guess I'll be over in a minute, then! I'll do a reading for you.
[shhh, important things first.]
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I just... went home for a little while. Did some things I really wish I hadn't...
[ That's all he says, but he knows Gamzee more than anyone would get it. ]
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Brother, is it all being something you want a motherfucker for to get your jam on at? I'm being here if you need a listening hear stub, yeah? Know I ain't your fuckin' 'rail or shit like that, but it's what you up and got friends for.
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... That's right. But I'm okay now! Mostly. It's just... she's still there, you know? In my head. It's--I don't think anyone else really knows what that's like.
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Yeah, I get it. But you just all gotta fuckin' tell that sister you ain't listening to her bullshit. It's what I do.
I'm thinking maybe one day they'll fuckin' listen.
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Maybe it's just me... but what I remember is thinking that if you beg enough she'd get the idea, but apparently she had to rip away my free will and my ability to feel emotions along with my body to make me do what she wanted.
Because I otherwise refused.
[ He smiles, anyway, though his words are bitter. ]
But... I'm still here. That just means you and I are going to have a harder battle than most would know. And we're the only ones who know it's happening.
.. I understand. And I know you understand me, right? It'll be fine, eventually.
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On the one hand, it seemed to help Gamzee. On the other, he was not entirely sure it would be good for him. But... well... what could just ONE hurt? Ryoji looks contemplative. ]
... Really? Is it safe?
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Shit rots ya. All gets to your pan and bites a deep motherfuckin' hole in there but...
Better a motherfuckin' hole than what I does without it.
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... Well, I guess one can't hurt. I mean, it's not like I'm mortal anyway, so I don't think it'll effect me too badly.
[ He does not know how wrong he is. ]
As long as you don't mind the company, I think I'd like to come over, Gamzee-kun.
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[A short pause, he is curious]
And, uh, will you all be doing your wicked card magic too?
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Oh, you mean my deck? Yeah, I might be interesting! I'll bring it with me, Gamzee-kun. ... I guess I'll be over in a minute, then! I'll do a reading for you.
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[and off clicks the device on this end. Gamzee is happy enough to wait for Ryoji's arrival.]
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