The Forgotten Memories - Chapter 1
Title: The Forgotten Memories - Chapter 1 : The Broken Sonata
Pairing: Well... It's suppose to be Ryoda, but still hinted in the earlier chapter
Author: dephi
Words: 952
Summary: Ueda has some problem with his memory which were connected to Ryo....
Note: Okay, I felt so sorry for hanging It yesterday. Anyway, I've decided to make it to be multichaptered... Douzo.... Anyway, It's unbetaed and I'm not good at english too so please mind it...
EDIT : Beta-ed by hikaru_maxwell. Thanks..^^
[Prologue]
I’ve been dying all of this time…
I’ve been calling your name deep inside my heart…
But still…
Do you know how deep has it hurt me..??
Chapter 1 :
The Broken
Sonata
“Ueda-san, I’m so impressed with you now, so impressed. So, what time is it now? Ah, 11.30 I see? So, what do you think we should do next, huh Ueda san? We all understand that you’ve been in hospital for quite some time, yes we know, but that doesn’t mean you can just use it as an excuse to be LATE 1 more day, does It?”
Ueda sat alone in the corner of KAT-TUN’s dressing room. He kept thinking about what his furious manager had said earlier.
“You know Ueda-san, all of your friends had been working harder last time to cover all of your part, and we had delayed most of KAT-TUN’s schedule just to wait your return and yet you were late?!”
Gosh, what’s wrong with me actually?? Am I really that strange after being in hospital for some days? Wait for a second, why did I have to be in hospital at the first place?
Ueda was lost in his own thought again.. It had somehow bothered him so much and he didn’t pay any attention to his surround.
“U-E-B-OOOO!!”
“AAA.. Ahh, It’s just you Jin!! What is it?”
“It’s nothing. I’ve been calling you so many times Uebo, but you seemed to be lost on your own thought~~” Replied Jin.
“Yes Uepiii. What’s wrong with you actually? Ahh.. I know! It must be because of that annoying manager!! Just don’t mind him Uepi.” Junno suddenly joined them.
In the end, all of KAT-TN was cheering Ueda up. Then suddenly the manager called Ueda for another briefing.
“Ah, Uebo, Don’t forget to meet me at 2 okay. We’re going to see the Doctor together right?” Maru said.
“Okay, I will” Ueda replied.
Then Ueda followed his manager.
“Nee Jin, Maru, what’s really happening to Uebo actually? We only know that he was sent to the hospital due to exhaustion, but why is he look so absent minded today?” Kame spoke.
“Ahhh, it’s nothing Kame. He’s still in an unstable condition so well, you see…” Maru replied.
“And what about that Nishikido guy?” The rapper asked.
“Well, Ryo chan. Nothing’s wrong with him, right Maru?” It was Jin speaking this time.
“Y-yes Akanishi. But please guys, don’t mention anything about him to Uebo yet.. You know what had happened last time..”
‘Remember, it’s just between the two us, Maru. We couldn’t afford anything which would make Uebo stressed’
Yes, just remember it clearly…
--Some hour later-
“Well well, we meet again Ueda san. So how’re you feeling today?” asked the doctor.
“Hai sensei. Well, I’m feeling quite okay, I suppose.” replied Ueda.
“Ah, I see.. But we still need to do some checkups here and there for making sure of your current condition, but I think nothing’s wrong with you anymore, but we’re still doing It okay.” Continued the doctor.
“Hai Sensei.” Ueda said.
Ueda was getting ready to go out from the doctor’s room when suddenly..
“Ah Ueda san, have you considered going to see a psychiatrist?”
“Huh? Is there anything wrong with me sensei? Why should I go to see a psychiatrist? I’m not crazy right? ” asked Ueda.
“Ahh, It seems none of your friend has told you about It. So, you’re still in an unstable condition so I suggest you see one. Have you felt a headache recently?” said the Doctor.
“No, sensei… But I was a bit lost in my own thought recently, and…”
Huh, what is It again? I felt so strange…
“And It happens quite many times, and..”
Gosh.. What is it?? Why do I become so emotional? Why is it so painful?
“I understand Ueda san” the doctor suddenly replied.
“Just calm down a bit”
“Sensei, what’s happening with me actually??” Ueda asked
“Well, I don’t have the answer for your question right now, but I suggest you see a psychiatrist soon.” said the doctor.
Ueda then walked away from the doctor’s room unwillingly.
“Sensei, please don’t tell his amnesia condition to him yet.” Nakamaru said nervously.
“Yes sensei, we really hope your cooperation.” Jin added.
“Please calm a bit both of you. I see that both of you seemed to know the reason of Ueda san’s depression. So may I know, perhaps?”
-Silence-
“I see.. Well, he’s not in such a good mental condition so I really suggest you to bring him to see a specialist as what I’d told you before”
“We will Sensei, we will try our best, but please, keep it as our secret”
Keep It as our secret sensei…
Kaminari Sensei could only smile awkwardly and closed the patient’s file.
--Outside the room--
“Nee Maru, Are you sure Kaminari sensei will keep his mouth closed?” Jin asked.
“I don’t know about that Akanishi, we can only hope he will..” Maru answered nervously.
Yes.. Hoping Is the only thing we can do right?
Meanwhile….
Ueda walked out of Kaminari Sensei’s room with so many thought inside his head.
Ckt… I really can’t take it, I really can’t. Am I crazy? Am I? Seeing a psychiatric? Nothing like this will ever happen when I have Ry-
Ah… The strange feeling came out again. Ueda couldn’t seem to find all the pieces of his mind. He was thinking so hard but he still couldn’t get anything which would make it clearer.
Whose name is It? Why can’t I remember It? Something, yes, something is definitely blocking my way. Ahh…
Ueda felt a headache, his vision was getting blurred..
Someone, save me..
To be continued…
End Note : Okay.. So I've decided to make It chaptered since I think making a sequel won't be enough to develop the story (though i'm not so sure how things will be developed later). Well, I've written this chapter's draft yesterday, but well, i decided to cut it into what i'd posted Yesterday, but after I re-read it again, I felt so guilty leaving it hanging like that.... This chapter is so strange actually in my opinion so i'm sorry.... I'll try updating It as fast as I can for anyone who wants to read it...^^
Comments are <33
P.S. : Just to make it clearer, the black italics means flashback, the blue one is Ueda's feeling or inner heart, and the purple one is just some random sentences I made...^^
Pairing: Well... It's suppose to be Ryoda, but still hinted in the earlier chapter
Author: dephi
Words: 952
Summary: Ueda has some problem with his memory which were connected to Ryo....
Note: Okay, I felt so sorry for hanging It yesterday. Anyway, I've decided to make it to be multichaptered... Douzo.... Anyway, It's unbetaed and I'm not good at english too so please mind it...
EDIT : Beta-ed by hikaru_maxwell. Thanks..^^
[Prologue]
I’ve been dying all of this time…
I’ve been calling your name deep inside my heart…
But still…
Do you know how deep has it hurt me..??
Chapter 1 :
The Broken
Sonata
“Ueda-san, I’m so impressed with you now, so impressed. So, what time is it now? Ah, 11.30 I see? So, what do you think we should do next, huh Ueda san? We all understand that you’ve been in hospital for quite some time, yes we know, but that doesn’t mean you can just use it as an excuse to be LATE 1 more day, does It?”
Ueda sat alone in the corner of KAT-TUN’s dressing room. He kept thinking about what his furious manager had said earlier.
“You know Ueda-san, all of your friends had been working harder last time to cover all of your part, and we had delayed most of KAT-TUN’s schedule just to wait your return and yet you were late?!”
Gosh, what’s wrong with me actually?? Am I really that strange after being in hospital for some days? Wait for a second, why did I have to be in hospital at the first place?
Ueda was lost in his own thought again.. It had somehow bothered him so much and he didn’t pay any attention to his surround.
“U-E-B-OOOO!!”
“AAA.. Ahh, It’s just you Jin!! What is it?”
“It’s nothing. I’ve been calling you so many times Uebo, but you seemed to be lost on your own thought~~” Replied Jin.
“Yes Uepiii. What’s wrong with you actually? Ahh.. I know! It must be because of that annoying manager!! Just don’t mind him Uepi.” Junno suddenly joined them.
In the end, all of KAT-TN was cheering Ueda up. Then suddenly the manager called Ueda for another briefing.
“Ah, Uebo, Don’t forget to meet me at 2 okay. We’re going to see the Doctor together right?” Maru said.
“Okay, I will” Ueda replied.
Then Ueda followed his manager.
“Nee Jin, Maru, what’s really happening to Uebo actually? We only know that he was sent to the hospital due to exhaustion, but why is he look so absent minded today?” Kame spoke.
“Ahhh, it’s nothing Kame. He’s still in an unstable condition so well, you see…” Maru replied.
“And what about that Nishikido guy?” The rapper asked.
“Well, Ryo chan. Nothing’s wrong with him, right Maru?” It was Jin speaking this time.
“Y-yes Akanishi. But please guys, don’t mention anything about him to Uebo yet.. You know what had happened last time..”
‘Remember, it’s just between the two us, Maru. We couldn’t afford anything which would make Uebo stressed’
Yes, just remember it clearly…
--Some hour later-
“Well well, we meet again Ueda san. So how’re you feeling today?” asked the doctor.
“Hai sensei. Well, I’m feeling quite okay, I suppose.” replied Ueda.
“Ah, I see.. But we still need to do some checkups here and there for making sure of your current condition, but I think nothing’s wrong with you anymore, but we’re still doing It okay.” Continued the doctor.
“Hai Sensei.” Ueda said.
Ueda was getting ready to go out from the doctor’s room when suddenly..
“Ah Ueda san, have you considered going to see a psychiatrist?”
“Huh? Is there anything wrong with me sensei? Why should I go to see a psychiatrist? I’m not crazy right? ” asked Ueda.
“Ahh, It seems none of your friend has told you about It. So, you’re still in an unstable condition so I suggest you see one. Have you felt a headache recently?” said the Doctor.
“No, sensei… But I was a bit lost in my own thought recently, and…”
Huh, what is It again? I felt so strange…
“And It happens quite many times, and..”
Gosh.. What is it?? Why do I become so emotional? Why is it so painful?
“I understand Ueda san” the doctor suddenly replied.
“Just calm down a bit”
“Sensei, what’s happening with me actually??” Ueda asked
“Well, I don’t have the answer for your question right now, but I suggest you see a psychiatrist soon.” said the doctor.
Ueda then walked away from the doctor’s room unwillingly.
“Sensei, please don’t tell his amnesia condition to him yet.” Nakamaru said nervously.
“Yes sensei, we really hope your cooperation.” Jin added.
“Please calm a bit both of you. I see that both of you seemed to know the reason of Ueda san’s depression. So may I know, perhaps?”
-Silence-
“I see.. Well, he’s not in such a good mental condition so I really suggest you to bring him to see a specialist as what I’d told you before”
“We will Sensei, we will try our best, but please, keep it as our secret”
Keep It as our secret sensei…
Kaminari Sensei could only smile awkwardly and closed the patient’s file.
--Outside the room--
“Nee Maru, Are you sure Kaminari sensei will keep his mouth closed?” Jin asked.
“I don’t know about that Akanishi, we can only hope he will..” Maru answered nervously.
Yes.. Hoping Is the only thing we can do right?
Meanwhile….
Ueda walked out of Kaminari Sensei’s room with so many thought inside his head.
Ckt… I really can’t take it, I really can’t. Am I crazy? Am I? Seeing a psychiatric? Nothing like this will ever happen when I have Ry-
Ah… The strange feeling came out again. Ueda couldn’t seem to find all the pieces of his mind. He was thinking so hard but he still couldn’t get anything which would make it clearer.
Whose name is It? Why can’t I remember It? Something, yes, something is definitely blocking my way. Ahh…
Ueda felt a headache, his vision was getting blurred..
Someone, save me..
To be continued…
End Note : Okay.. So I've decided to make It chaptered since I think making a sequel won't be enough to develop the story (though i'm not so sure how things will be developed later). Well, I've written this chapter's draft yesterday, but well, i decided to cut it into what i'd posted Yesterday, but after I re-read it again, I felt so guilty leaving it hanging like that.... This chapter is so strange actually in my opinion so i'm sorry.... I'll try updating It as fast as I can for anyone who wants to read it...^^
Comments are <33
P.S. : Just to make it clearer, the black italics means flashback, the blue one is Ueda's feeling or inner heart, and the purple one is just some random sentences I made...^^