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denycewoohoo

Today is a bad day...

May 03, 2006 10:28

I have the urge to pick up an accoustic guitar and write preposterously sad songs. I'm not sure what I'm doing right now, I guess I'll decide that when I've stopped seeing so much red. Trying to reason with me right now would be a bad idea. I'm torn, between staying and leaving. I don't know what I'm going to do, and I don't like it ( Read more... )

love, scott, sadness

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denycewoohoo May 3 2006, 16:24:20 UTC

Me too. Thanks.

secilliack May 3 2006, 15:32:02 UTC

Dost thou want me to come overeth tonight?

denycewoohoo May 3 2006, 16:24:34 UTC

I'm going to Cydny's, but you should come by.

I posted this as my QOTD a while ago. ex_greymaide85 May 3 2006, 17:15:44 UTC

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love. - Neil Gaiman

Re: I posted this as my QOTD a while ago. denycewoohoo May 3 2006, 18:05:31 UTC

I agree whole heartedly, especially now.

Re: I posted this as my QOTD a while ago. amythist666 May 3 2006, 20:32:24 UTC

*eyes fill with tears*

Its actually fairly stupid that I'm posting this anonymously... anonymous May 3 2006, 22:45:36 UTC

...since one can put two and two together and figure out who I am if they really wanted to.

I never really met Scott, I've only known him online. Every once and a while I end up surfing over here. When I read your entries from time to time, I see a lot of similarities in how I felt back then and what you mention... just something to think about.

Re: Its actually fairly stupid that I'm posting this anonymously... denycewoohoo May 4 2006, 13:46:54 UTC

I'm trying to figure out who this could possibly be, but for the life of me I can't.

Is there a name to go with the comment?

Re: Its actually fairly stupid that I'm posting this anonymously... vanesssa19 May 4 2006, 18:18:47 UTC

Vanessa