I wanna sleep forever I wanna wake up never ( Read more... )

Yeah...wow....I don't feel good....I think I am gonna run and find a secluded table in this damn place and for once in like 3 weeks do my math homework and sit with my thoughts....yes...ponder a great deal.....*sigh*

Noone should love me as much as he does

Noone should waste their tears on me

I am not worth them.

had that dream again it just ( Read more... )

omg today was awesome! I went to the mall with Pat and Ayla and it totally kicked ass...yes Pat until you wash the nautica off yourself I have an infatuation with you! lol I gots a bunch o new green stuffs!! yay! everytime Pat saw something green he'd go look Maria! Green! lol and then I'd have to go see if I was interested...me and Ayla almost ( Read more... )

PAT!! OMG MY NEXT DAY OFF IS TOMORROW!!! WHAT TIME DO YOU HAVE SOCCER? OH I HOPE YOU CAN COME TO THE MALL!!! IF NOT I WILL TRY THIS WEEKEND WITH YOU???

<3 Sno

 "....because it has always been easier to beleive himself capable of evil then to accept evil in others..."

From the book :  Ordinary People   By: Judith Guest

Yesh..today I finally got my hands on my fresh Hoobastank CD!! *ecstatic* but i almost cried at school because I enjoy math but I didn't understand the stuff and we had a test today and I know I bombed it so I am sad b/c I woulda asker the teacher but last time I did that she yelled at me and told me next time I should pay attention and quit ( Read more... )

The above subject explains alot ( Read more... )

So let us see....yeah....hmmm....I need someone to rescue me....take me away from this hell I call life. No Christine if yer reading this I am not suicidal so don't tell me I am only feeling sorry for myself. But anyways...I want to move out with my sister but my dad won't let me....darn. hmmmmf. yeah I don't care anymore....people are so cold. ( Read more... )

I am so angry! *curses bank* I got my check and was gonna go walk up there and cash it...but I forgot the damn thing closes at like 2!! WTF!? *Rips hair out* I wanted to go to the mall....maybe tomorrow...who wants to go with??? Anyone?? Anyone? anyways....yep I got people angry with me now.....*laughs hysterically* But I don't give a rat's ass ( Read more... )

I have decided....I can't make anyone happy except for one person. I think I should just get a new group of friends who don't pretend to be fucking depressed (one guy excluded) and who know how to be happy and actually wanna do stuff! MY GOSH PEOPLE!!! Wow...I just don't care ( Read more... )