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[deixis_dyad]

 Have I really not posted here in 3 months.

Oops.

Anyway guess who went through a deleting spree on her journal! This bitch right here.

I feel like maybe I should own up to the fact that I was intensely annoying and not have deleted those posts but, to be honest

it's too embarrassing.

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[illogical_me]

I know what you mean about old journal entries! I don't even go look back because the last time I did, I ended up deleting all the entries in my journal...

(And sometimes, reading old comments is even worse, especially when I go back through old bookmarks and see reviews I left on things from like 2009... did I sound like that two years ago, really, what the hell was wrong with me what in the hell etc)

[deixis_dyad]

I am just afraid whenever I add someone that they are like me and go through my journal entries lmao.

oh god I know, I can't bear to look at them. Especially if it involves meeting people I know now very well but only admired from a distance, because I made the most awkward "I LOVE YOUR WORK" confessions ever, how are they friends with me now, I can't. But in general I was so unbelievably annoying a couple years ago, I have come so far...

[illogical_me]

hahaha I'm afraid of the same, but hey, if you don't like it you can always defriend... not that very many people pay attention to my journal anyway

oh god i know right THE SHAME THE ABSOLUTE SHAME