Fic: I Through My Window See [1/3]

[dehavilland]

Comments

[aerilex]

I just want to tell you - I had to stop reading this. And go cry. And then I had to go and practice my kickboxing. It didn't last long because I have pneumonia but it made me feel marginally better imagining my heavy bag was Dean. This was the most emotional I've ever gotten reading fic. Which is saying a lot, so you should be pretty proud of yourself. I'm still kind of crying. OMG, CAS! (huggles him)

[dehavilland]

Oh. Uhm. *huggles you* I'm sorry for causing you emotional distress, bb!

[aerilex]

No worries <3 It speaks of great skill on your part!

[dazedrose]

oh wow. What a first 'chapter' that was. my heart was in vice grips reading this. Cas's struggle is so heartbreaking. That man needs a massive hug.
So pissed off at Dean. After all the things Cas has done for him, he just does a dump and run. ARGH!

[dehavilland]

In Dean's defense, he does think he's doing the right thing. Cas is more likely to get killed if he's palling around with them, right? (Keep telling yourself, Dean.)

I'm glad you enjoyed it! :D

[tygerc]

*snif* Had to take a little break and cry too...

[dehavilland]

Oh, bb! *huggles*

window box

[auroramama]

Dean. Sweetie. Just because you find a sense of purpose in keeping the people you love safe doesn't mean they can find purpose in keeping themselves safe. You don't seriously believe Castiel gets up every morning and says, "I'm still not dead! Go, me! Now for another day of meaningless existence!"

Re: window box

[dehavilland]

I suppose that if that's what he's saying to himself - accompanied of course with "Sam's not dead and Bobby's not dead" - why not assume Cas feels that way too?

Thanks for reading! ;D

[9_of_clubs]

Well ignoring what you think ;) I think this is lovely. I really like the subtly that's in every part of this chapter. The descriptions of the faces they make and the gestures, it's fab, it paints a picture, it makes me happy

[dehavilland]

oh, bb. <3