Okay, I haven't done a real post in a while and I'm sure everyone is aching for one ( Read more... )

My car got hit in the parking lot last night and I got to find out today after shopping all day. Ugh. So much hassle now. I've cut some pics. Enjoy.

( *kills self* )

I feel like someone stomped all over my chest. My boyfriend was supposed to be coming out to visit me last weekend, but cancelled due to his back problems. He went home instead to see his chiropractor. Then this weekend, he's been talking to my grandmother and I about going out there with me to visit for Easter. My grandmother (who of course is ( Read more... )

"I'm going to die in a firey car crash. So I might be cremated instantly and you can save some money. Then put me in a nice urn ( Read more... )

I want equal time. I don't want to have to ask for it. I want you to have your own life. I don't want you to feel like you're obligated to talk to me. I want you to make time for me the way you do your friends. I don't want to be crammed at the end of your day and then get little to no time with you. I want you to be patient with me. I don't ( Read more... )

You meet the one you think will be forever. You love him. You give him everything you have. You give up your time, your money, but most importantly your heart. You sacrifice to see him because you know that if you didn't, you wouldn't see each other. You fight for him. And sometimes you break down. Sometimes you give and give and give, only ( Read more... )

So seriously, I don't know what to think. My heart aches. I want you to see that we're not that different. And our differences aren't bad and they aren't something that affects us that much. I feel like you don't love me anymore because you've been so distant. And I try to pretend it doesn't bother me. It doesn't hurt as much as it does, but ( Read more... )

I just wanted to update. This has been a rough week for me and my boyfriend. I feel like he's been withdrawn from me. He doesn't seem to be as in love with me as he once was. It hurts so bad to feel that way. To feel like I'm not as important to him as I was and to feel like he doesn't even care. And to top it all off, he's going to prom with ( Read more... )

For reference, my boyfriend is okay. He thought last night was a dream.... :-/ Just so everyone knows, if you're going to drink, be able to handle your alcohol. Ugh....

My life is lacking presence. *sad*

Actions speak louder than words.