Why do we make the choices we make? Anyways, three names: Marisa, Tasha, Ericka. Why can't I take my eyes off Ericka...Thank you brain..Somehow you always work things out. Even if it is slowly and not always deliberately.

If you're gonna start somewhere start at the beginning and work your way back. It helps put a little perspective on life. Man, good to know where I was and where I am are two different places. I missed my chance with her, I almost missed my chance with another, and now Im happy. Thank god I'm not that much of an idiot

It's been forever. I haven't wrote in LJ since...I just dont remember anymore. It's been quite a long time and it's good that I'm writing again. The death of Venassa made me realize that it could have been me. We are so fragile. One moment your brain can be alive with the world and the next it is dead. It ceases to function. There is nothing ( Read more... )

We live in an entangled world. Full of twisted paths that criss cross, intertwining our fate to one common goal. Our eventual death. It is not how we die that determines if we succeed in that goal, but how we live. What we do with the time between now and tomorrow shapes the web that we know as our life. It is the paths that cross that really ( Read more... )

I'm unable to bend over backward to please people. It's not my job to make others happy...although it feels good, I won't do it. I'm just not going to do it anymore. I hate putting everything else aside just to make others feel as if they are the world. As if I'm obligated to do everything for them. It's not fair to me anymore. If you want it ( Read more... )

I seem to use livejournal to post poetry. I think today, I just want to write. I want to write about everything! I realized that today I miss a lot of everything. I miss my family, my friends, I miss the people that put love in my life and I miss most of all, my mom. The thing is, I love the life I have here at CU. It is, my home and as well ( Read more... )

I've been used ( Read more... )

Every autumn my heart will close ( Read more... )

I'm here,
here to stay.

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