i want to tell everyone something but i can't cause i dont know how everyone will react. all i can say is that i'm not alone.

"i hand u this, hand of blood, in return for a friendship for a lifetime."

so confused dont know where to go. should i take one path that leads to happiness or should i take the path of showing no emotion and keeping everything locked up to where no one will ever know what i think or what i feel towards them.

Alone, always and forever, till the bitter end of it all.

To everyone who hates me or wants me to die, i hand you the knife to take your turn at stabbing me in the back. you all win. i admit defeat. come and end it if you wish.

i feel like shit. and i just wish i could just go back to the day when i had the choice of where i wanted to live and chosen stay n texas. i hate this shit hole that this place has become. most ppl r against me and i know most of it is my fault but then there was whats going on else where. i feel like going and sitting in the middle of sheridan or ( Read more... )

urggggggggggggg.............. why wont u ppl just let my girlfriend and i just be alone and not have to be bugged by you little fucks!!!!!!!!!! and for anyone who is going to glare at me; fuck you all bitches!!!!!!!! but w/e.

i'm so happy oh so happy i dont know the rest of this song. i be so happy i could jump around the house like a rabbit all day(i dont know why i said that it came off the top of my head). hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm should i tell ya'll why i am so happy. idk lets see how many ppl can be curious about this. comment on it if u want to know.

for anyone who objects about the eyeliner: get over it and stop telling me what to do, mainly directed at sam. and i feel like scaring some little kids right now.

i feel like shit.
someone call. 631-5847. i need help cause i feel like i did last weekend about doing something drastic.