everyone is always sad.

everyone is also always angry at something.

it doesn't matter how small or how great.

it's just the whether or not one can be happy

^
now that, my dear, is the real question.

and that, sadly, is what i can rarely feel anymore.

but don't worry, i do feel it sometimes.

just, not as much as many, or even i, would like...

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i don't know what's wrong.

i'm always doubting myself for some reason

it's as if i don't believe i can be happy ever

i can't believe that anyone would like me
- whether it be for just being me
- or just for sex

i can never have any friends or talk to anyone new

without thinking constantly:
do they really like me?
or is it just pity?
or maybe to have fun ( Read more... )

About Genevieve


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 well, i don't knwo what to say or do anymore. we had talked about getting back together so many times. now, we rarely ever get to even just talk. i don't know if he was just playing a game with my feelings or if he was serious. a girl who hates me (and who i cannot stand) had his baby recently. i'm wondering if it's really his, just because of the ( Read more... )

Co-Co?

 part of an IM conversation between me and an o so totally awesome boy...

Me:
- but the question is, how do i completely pass? ...and are you looking for something with all these questions?

Mike:
- actually looking for everything bad so i can fail you
- if i fail you then i can be your friend
- and if i pass you then i like you
- and will be jealous
- and ( Read more... )

what would it have been like?

would you really have cheated,

just from being away from me?

or would it have worked out,

and we get a rental house together with Brian?

would we have destroyed our entire relationship,

end up not being lovers, nor friends at all?

my SSI just got upped...so now the rental house in the future sweems to be becoming more of a ( Read more... )

 i don't know why this happens. i put trust in him. i have faith in him. and other people tell me not to fall for it again - i'll get hurt. i assure them this time is different. but then, just like every other time, it happens - just like always.

pain

deciet

tears

screams

could it be, ignorance? he crushed the dreams i had...of our plans of him moving ( Read more... )

Artist: Akon
Song: Sorry, Blame It On Me

Lyrics:

As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out and apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don't want to take responsibility for

I'm sorry ( Read more... )