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i just dont sleep anymore

im slowly going insane

Sometimes I wonder what my life would be like today if I had done things right from the start: stopped making other people's problems my own, cut people off when the drama became overwhelming instead of trying to stick it out because I convinced myself there was something worth fighting for... I've done it at least half a dozen times the past ( Read more... )

Maybe i should just wear a sign around that says hi, if you're a jerk and emotionally cut off from people, you're my type of guy!

then i might know who to avoid

Looking back on the last few entries it seems I've only written about sad or annoying things lately... I think it's because i never really log on anymore, and that they've been written when i didn't really have anyone to talk to - SO! here's an update...

My poor little doggy is due for another vet trip - we need to get all her teeth out, her jaws ( Read more... )

I am going to drive myself crazy if I keep pursuing pointless relationships with the boys I've come to love. I do have a type, those who are lost, a little tortured, and ultimately just a little more pathetic than me... and that's why nothing ever works out, because I am above it, I just don't want to be. They're not poetic or deep. Life is pain, ( Read more... )

13 days strong, and i broke down today. fml i was really that bored

i'm waiting for the day when something will make sense. 22 years and still counting...

I really wish I could have spent my freshman year a little differently, because every fucking movie I love now reminds me of Brian K

I need to expand my collection.

So, i'm gonna try this going out with my friends thing again this weekend... and this time, I'm not going to cry, at least, I'm not going to be the first one to start... lol

ugggggggh so embarrassinng!

1 more final to go :\ I hate neuroscience

i'm kind of annoyed that now that everything's perfect its all over at the same time... and its all too depressing thinking about next year without them :\