Comments | death_angel_74: KINDA OF A SHITTY DAY

death_angel_74

KINDA OF A SHITTY DAY

Apr 06, 2006 18:25

Well, today is my son Nathan's 3rd. birthday and I am not allowed to be around him. I keep taking a breath every now and then. it just really sucks, there are just moments when I hate life. But this is just a test for me. And I WILL pass this test ( Read more... )

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thecarver_loves April 7 2006, 01:28:45 UTC

Nicci, dont let the words of those that dotn matter ruin all the good you have done. Not everyone grieves the same. I remained pretty silent when my son passed on but thats just me. I see both points of view though. Maybe hearing you talk about him and his death causes her to feel uncomfortable and she doesnt know how to respond (Though what she did choose to say instead really was quite cruel and callous) or maybe she is just tired of hearing it and if that was the case, being a good friend and one that you can share anything with, she should have been honest and upfront and just said that.

The point is, nobody knows why people act the way they do and its pointless to try and figure it out. Remember what I wrote on your wall? Never strive to unravel the twisted intent of one who willingly embraces limitation. Dont try to figure her or her actions out, its a wasted process. You hang in there and you know we are always here.

death_angel_74 April 7 2006, 02:06:19 UTC

Tracii..thank you honnie. I am NOT going to let anyone ruin all the good I have done. Yeah, maybe she couldn't handle hearing it, but she did not have the right to say it like that. Honestly, it doesn't matter. I have told you, Patti, Josh, Keith, Morgan, and Betty that I would not let any thing negative in my life, so I am just going to let it go and let people who are negative go out of my life.
I am changing for the better, and I am going to stop.
I will talk to you later honnie.
I love you
Nicci

pooka_mommy April 7 2006, 08:30:22 UTC

niccie why would you do that....you live in my home rent free for a hole summer..i gave you and your kid food and colthing and wiccan stuff and all you wanted was more.... ..what becase i am fighting with morgin so you will have nothing to do with me because she got to you and you only here her side...that is not fair...i give and i give andi give and all you CUNTS walk all over me....i am sorry that your son died..i will never know what it is like...i have never bitch about you talking about him...but some time you can repeat your self....some friend you are...thanks for nothing...

lol i give and i give andi give and all you CUNTS walk all over me dancingspirt April 7 2006, 13:14:53 UTC

But you wouldn't let her out of the basement, made her and her kids live like cellar dwellers. Because Billy couldn't handle the kids. Ya she lived there for free, but what kind of a life was that? You live in that basement and see how it feels, if fact you never went down there unless you had to. Oh that's right you don’t live in that house anymore. She used her food stamps to help put food in the house, and she wasn't allowed to come up stairs. So don't go starting it was the best of times bull shit, because you know that you treated her like crap and didn't even care about it. An when she lost her job and wasn't bringing any money in you kicked her out like last weeks fashion. To be honest I don't blame her for washing her hands of you. She can do better in fact she has, and the only thing that is holding her back is moron's like you, and the other people that go oh me I have a paper cut, my world is coming to and end bull shit. Well I put my two cents in I would continue with more, but I don't know if you know how to ( ... )

Re: lol i give and i give andi give and all you CUNTS walk all over me dancingspirt April 7 2006, 13:24:39 UTC

Love ya sweetie, and I am sorry about that. Something snapped, I just can't stand watching Lauren trying to hurt your feelings. Don't let her get to you.

Re: lol i give and i give andi give and all you CUNTS walk all over me death_angel_74 April 8 2006, 02:14:18 UTC

Don't worry sweetie. I am NEVER going to let useless peices of shit like that get to me. I remember what you and Tracii wrote on my wall and what you said in your painting to me. I said my final peice to her and I am done. I know I deserve better then that. And yeah I know I shouldn't have responded but I desided that it was time I suck up for myself instead of ignoring it, like I use to do.
It feels so much better that way.
I'll try to be online tonight to talk to you.
Luv you

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