I've been sleeping for 5 hours. Damn. Well, since Christmas... a few things have happened. I re-arranged priorities in my mind, and yes, my wife is still close to the top. We are still, happier than ever ( Read more... )

well i hope everyone had a great x-mas! I sure did. I took my girlfriend over to my grandfathers house for the family christmas party, and it went over well. NO ONE said anything... i was amazed. im really happy that my family likes her so much. lol, she almost looks like part of the family.... let me show you...


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I never really update this thing. I spent 2 weeks with her. We've been together every night for about 2 weeks. I loved it. We got into a really bad fight wednesday night though... and for a little while, I lost someone very important to me, because I'm dumb. But, she came back to me and we lived happily ever after. It was so hard to say goodbye ( Read more... )

I GRADUATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel like I'm on as many drugs as my body can handle, but I'm completely sober. I'm lost in thought. About what? Who the hell knows. I keep sinking into this bottemless hole. I'm taken over. Today... my emotions aren't good, and everything is out of balance. I get a strange feeling, something is going to change ( Read more... )

well, im quitting my job. not because i hate the job, or the store. i really like it there actually. besides the drama that is. its the district manager. im 20 years old. not 2. she needs to talk to me the way a 20 year old deserves to be talked to. if i did something wrong, you talk to me about it. you dont treat me like a 2 year old that has done ( Read more... )

Graduation day is Dec. 6th. Maybe, the 5th if i can get some extra hours in. YaY, woo.... bah ( Read more... )

Life is confusing right now... But, I make it that way. I fuck up school... like no other. I just, dont go. I'm supposed to graduate December 1st. I hope that happens. Then I can get a better job, and get out of the shithole, I work in. This way I can start saving money for Erbe and I, to get our appartment. I feel horrible about certain things in ( Read more... )

It's amazing how you knock me off my feet ( Read more... )

School is so frustrating and I'm terrified that I'm going to fail ( Read more... )