Crave - Part 5

[deansdarkdream]

Title: Crave - WIP - Part 5
Author: Mica Monroe & Deans Dark Dream
Pairing: Sam/Dean, Dean/Dax
Rating: NC17
Warning: hate speech, extreme violence, character death, grief, drug abuse
Disclaimer: We own nothing and intend no harm.
Summary: AU Sam filled with regret over the loss of Dean, has settled back at the ranch with his father, John. Dean has

Comments

[geri]

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO plz fix him asap. I realize that ean is suffering post tramatic symdrome and he's iving these assholes what they want by trying o commit suicide hopefuly sam can help put him back together. I NEED MY KLEENEX ASAP!

In Tears....

[leximau]

I really wish I could hug you and Mica right now! My heart aches for both of you! I can't seem to stop crying. I hope the next part is happier. *looks hopeful*
Cuddles Close
Lexi

[deansdarkdream]

*hands you box of Kleenex* Dean is going through an intense and soul destroying grief at the loss of Dax. At this point, he has lost the will to live. We will have to see if Sam can give it back to him.

[deansdarkdream]

Mica and I did quite a bit of crying while we were working on this post. It was very difficult for both of us to handle emotionally.
We're both fans of the city by the Bay and wouldn't want to have the violence occur there.
Two years ago on June 1st my partner of seven years was murdered while he tried to protect me from a group of gay bashers. He was my dom, my lover, my best friend. I very nearly died from my injuries, then I very nearly died from grief. This story is very real to me. The pain is still very real too.
The best gift is to be a friend of the LGBT community and show your support in every way you can! We need it!
Thanks for your heartfelt comment.
Hugs
Dare

[greeneyes_fan]

Oh, DEEEN.

[deansdarkdream]

Dean is in a bad way but he is going home to Sam so there is hope.

[anthonyangel]

I'm finally able to get back on LJ. I was braced for this but you still managed to make me cry. Dean's heart break is so raw and real. He won't let anyone or anything touch him. I hope that will change when he gets home to Sam. These two need each other now more than ever. I have total faith that you will make it all work out in the end! I'm proud of you for being so brave! *hugs tight*
Love
Tone

[deansdarkdream]

No worries! I knew LJ was down for a long while. *holds you tight* I know this was hard to read. It was extremely hard to write. Dean is in a very bad way right now but he will be with Sam soon. Now we just have to see if Sam is up to the challenge of saving his baby brother. *cuddles close*
Love
Dare

[geri]

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO plz fix him asap. I realize that dean is suffering post tramatic stress symdrome and he's living and these assholes what they did has god awful hurtful and very evil to say the least. but by trying to commit suicide? Is he proving that they were right? hopefuly sam can help put him back together. I NEED MY KLEENEX ASAP! I couldn't see past my tears so i had to re comment.

[deansdarkdream]

Welcome Back! Thanks for taking the time to come back for a second go! Sam has a wonderful opportunity here to make up for what he did all those years ago when he hurt Dean so badly. Let's hope he makes the most of it!