[FIC] Lilac Wine for etcetera_kit

[dizzzylu]

Gift type: Fanfic
Title: Lilac Wine
Author: nanoochka
Recipient: etcetera_kit
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 10,100
Warnings: Heavy angst, references to (canon) character death, drug use (after fashion)
Spoilers: Up to 7.06 but with a reference to 7.09
Summary: “I made wine from the lilac tree / Put my heart in its recipe / It makes me see what I want to see / and be what

Comments

[nanoochka]

Thanks, love! You seemed too happy over the Christmas holidays so I thought I'd bring you down a little bit with some depressing fic. XD

[bientot]

This is stunning - the ineffable sadness of the beautiful impossible dream and how happy it made Dean, contrasting with the sorrow and bleakness of what really was.... (and the brilliant *hot* sex that made me more and more wistful for poor Dean!)

[nanoochka]

I love the fact that you used "ineffable" in a comment. I wish more people used it more often, so gold star for that. And another for such wonderful words! I appreciate it.

[nanoochka]

Thank you!

[brokentoy]

this was so beautiful. heartbreakingly so :(

you made me feel so much for dean that now i just wish he could have followed cas somehow.
your storytelling is perfect in its sadness and quiet desperation it made me hurt to follow Dean in his quest for a little bit more of his Cas.

this is going in my memories for a future second (and third) read, even if i'm sure i'm gonna regret it when i'll be teary eyed again and again :)

a thousand cookies for you santa :)

[nad_no_ennas]

Wonderful premise and gorgeous storytelling. Made me want to cry. Thank you for writing it.

[nanoochka]

Thank you for reading it! I appreciate your taking the time to comment. <3