Forbidden Love Chapter 10
Title: Forbidden Love
Author: dean_itoh
Pairing/Subject: Takaki Yuya/Yamada Ryosuke
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: You know that the boys aren't mine~
Summary: Sometimes love is just to let go
Because windy-0809 wants me to tag her (or him?), and I hope this is the right way
Daiki turned to the others and shook his head. “He didn’t pick.”
Everybody looked at each other without words. They just shared their thought in silence, didn’t dare to voice out their mind.
Inoo was the first one who walked out of the room, followed with the others, still without any words. They walked fast, almost run, to one direction. No one commanded. No one told them where they should go. They just knew where to find Yamada.
It’s Takaki’s apartment.
Inoo breathed heavily before knocking at the door loudly.
A face with wide smile welcomed them when the door finally opened after a while. They stunned before nodded politely to the girl.
“Come on in, and make yourself comfortable.”
One by one they entered the room, still without any words. They’re too surprised to see the girl in the room, didn’t expect the meeting, more like too surprised until loosing their words.
“He’s fine now. Much better than yesterday. I hope he will catch up with you tomorrow.”
Inoo nodded lightly. “Where’s he?”
“He’s sleeping. He just drank his medicine. I’m sorry.”
“No. It’s okay. We came without telling him first. I’m sorry.”
The girl smiled. He caressed Inoo’s arm gently. “Want to drink something?”
Most of the boys shook their head quickly.
“We came here right from the rehearsal.” Yabu scratched the back of his head, almost confused how to voice out his mind. “We just want to know how’s he. Glad that he’s fine now.”
The girl smiled again. “He’s really fine now.”
“Yuki-San,” Inoo gulped lightly before decided to ask. “Is there anyone else here? I mean ... Yamada didn’t come to practice today. We think he’s here.”
The girl looked at Inoo. “I’m sorry. I just came this morning but no one’s here. Yamada wasn’t here too. Yuya’s all alone until I came. There’s no one here. Have you called him? Perhaps he’s in apartment. Don’t tell me that he’s sick too.”
“No, no, no. He’s fine. At least he’s fine yesterday when he left. I hope he just had something important to do today that made he didn’t come to practice.” Inoo smiled. “I guess we’ll just leave.”
“You don’t want to wait for him to wake up?”
“You know that we are so noisy when we gather in one place, so I guess it’s better for us to leave. Let Takaki sleep more, so he’ll recover soon.”
Yuki smiled apologetically and let the boys left. She closed the door and sighed heavily. She walked to the room and stared to her brother intently.
What will happen to you if they found out about the truth? I hope they won’t leave you. I hope they will stay beside you no matter what happens.
The boys didn’t hear the wish, but they could read the sign. They could read her mind from her eyes. Inoo could see clearly the wish. He could read the unsecured feeling, and he promised himself to stay beside Takaki for whatever happens.
Once again Inoo breathed heavily while standing in front of Yamada’s door, but before he knocked it, Chinen had already unlocked the door and almost ran into the room. There, on the couch, they found Yamada was curling up in silent.
“Ryosuke ..., you should call us if you want to skip.”
The person didn’t move. He didn’t sleep, but didn’t respond either.
Some of them shook their heads and rolled their eyes to see him, but Yuto just stared intently to Yamada. He felt something was not right. He walked to him and touched his shoulder.
“Ryosuke.”
The said person didn’t budge. He was still curling up without any move.
“Ryosuke, please say something.”
Chinen and Daiki walked closer and could feel their heart beat faster so sudden. Inoo slapped Yamada’s forehead lightly but got no respond.
Yabu and Hikaru could only stare at each other.
“Ryosuke, please. This isn’t the time to mute. Say something. At least tell me what is happening?”
Yamada remained motionless. He curled more, and it made Yuto and Chinen looked at each other in worry.
Inoo pulled Yamada until he sat down and made him sat straight, but when he let his hold go, Yamada curled up again.
“Ryosuke, look at me.” Daiki patted his cheek, forced Yamada to face him, but failed. “Ryosuke! Tell me what happened!”
Yamada still didn’t respond. Everybody suddenly realized that his eyes were red.
“Don’t tell me that he didn’t sleep since yesterday.” Hikaru walked closer to him and patted Yamada’s cheek many times just to receive the same respond. He looked intently to him and found that his stare was blank.
“Did Takaki do something?”
Like a bell, the word ‘Takaki’ suddenly woke Yamada up. He suddenly sat and looked at them in wonder.
“Where’s Yuya?”
Daiki reached his face and made Yamada focused at him. “Did Takaki do something?” He repeated his question, with gentler tone.
“Huh? No! What do you mean? He didn’t do anything. Where’s he? He’s not here?”
Daiki sighed heavily. “Answer me honestly, what did Takaki do yesterday to you?”
“What?” Yamada stared at Daiki and didn’t get what Daiki was trying to dig. “He didn’t do anything. What do you mean? Did something happen?”
Chinen pushed Daiki away from the couch, and he sat in front of Yamada. He smiled and caressed Yamada’s arm.
“There’s nothing happened to Yuya. He’s fine. Yuki is with him right now, so you don’t have to be worried about him.
Yuki? I saw Shinkawa yesterday.
Yamada stoned for a while.
Did I see it right? Is it only my imagination?
“Ryosuke.”
Once again Yamada was being pulled to reality by Daiki’s voice.
“Did something happen yesterday?”
Inoo pulled Daiki to step back before he could ask Yamada more.
“Have you eaten?”
“Huh?” Yamada looked at Hikaru, didn’t understand about the question. “What?”
“Food. Have you eaten? Did you take any bite of something yesterday?”
Yamada just stared at Hikaru for a while before looked away. “I’m not hungry.”
Hikaru turned away and walked to the kitchen.
“He didn’t eat since yesterday.” Yabu followed. He opened the fridge and looked for something.
“Definitely.” Hikaru planted his cheeks while sighing heavily. His mind rolled so fast, analyzing everything. He tried hard to connect every thing he could think, but found nothing. “Something must’ve happened yesterday. Looking at him now, it must be something big.”
Yabu crashed the egg in a bowl and stirred it.
I hope there’s nothing happened between them.
“I hope there’s nothing happened between them.” Hikaru mumbled loudly. “The concert is already set, the tickets almost sold out, I don’t want the management cancels everything.”
Yabu gritted his teeth hard. He wished the same thing with Hikaru but didn’t dare to voice it out. It was still clear in his mind the way Takaki and Yamada cried. The recording was mingling in his head over and over like a slow movie in his memory. Yabu gulped, and closed his eyes.
“Listen ..., “
“I don’t mean to be mean, but after all Daiki was right.”
Yabu bit his lower lip. “I know. Daiki was right. They’re not working alone. They work with us, as a group. They should consider the group before doing everything, but you do know too that when we’re talking about feeling, we should put aside all of the logic things.”
Hikaru sighed. “You want to hear my real opinion?”
Yabu turned to him while receiving the fried egg.
“Love is a thing you can’t force. You can love anyone you want. As long as you don’t hurt anyone else, you can love anyone you want. Don’t mind about what people think about you. If you love somebody, tell them honestly, or you keep it as unrequited, but you have to prepare yourself to be hurt forever.”
Hikaru stopped for a while and just stared at the pan in front of him. He sighed heavily.
“I want to send them to a place where nobody can touch them. A place where they can love to each other freely. A place where they can show their love boldly. A place where they don’t have to hide their feeling.”
Yabu smiled widely. He patted Hikaru’s back and walked away to Yamada.
Hikaru stared at Yabu’s back and breathed heavily. He shook his head weakly. “But we can’t just put aside all the logic. We are living in a very strict society. A society with a very high moral code.”
Author: dean_itoh
Pairing/Subject: Takaki Yuya/Yamada Ryosuke
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: You know that the boys aren't mine~
Summary: Sometimes love is just to let go
Because windy-0809 wants me to tag her (or him?), and I hope this is the right way
Daiki turned to the others and shook his head. “He didn’t pick.”
Everybody looked at each other without words. They just shared their thought in silence, didn’t dare to voice out their mind.
Inoo was the first one who walked out of the room, followed with the others, still without any words. They walked fast, almost run, to one direction. No one commanded. No one told them where they should go. They just knew where to find Yamada.
It’s Takaki’s apartment.
Inoo breathed heavily before knocking at the door loudly.
A face with wide smile welcomed them when the door finally opened after a while. They stunned before nodded politely to the girl.
“Come on in, and make yourself comfortable.”
One by one they entered the room, still without any words. They’re too surprised to see the girl in the room, didn’t expect the meeting, more like too surprised until loosing their words.
“He’s fine now. Much better than yesterday. I hope he will catch up with you tomorrow.”
Inoo nodded lightly. “Where’s he?”
“He’s sleeping. He just drank his medicine. I’m sorry.”
“No. It’s okay. We came without telling him first. I’m sorry.”
The girl smiled. He caressed Inoo’s arm gently. “Want to drink something?”
Most of the boys shook their head quickly.
“We came here right from the rehearsal.” Yabu scratched the back of his head, almost confused how to voice out his mind. “We just want to know how’s he. Glad that he’s fine now.”
The girl smiled again. “He’s really fine now.”
“Yuki-San,” Inoo gulped lightly before decided to ask. “Is there anyone else here? I mean ... Yamada didn’t come to practice today. We think he’s here.”
The girl looked at Inoo. “I’m sorry. I just came this morning but no one’s here. Yamada wasn’t here too. Yuya’s all alone until I came. There’s no one here. Have you called him? Perhaps he’s in apartment. Don’t tell me that he’s sick too.”
“No, no, no. He’s fine. At least he’s fine yesterday when he left. I hope he just had something important to do today that made he didn’t come to practice.” Inoo smiled. “I guess we’ll just leave.”
“You don’t want to wait for him to wake up?”
“You know that we are so noisy when we gather in one place, so I guess it’s better for us to leave. Let Takaki sleep more, so he’ll recover soon.”
Yuki smiled apologetically and let the boys left. She closed the door and sighed heavily. She walked to the room and stared to her brother intently.
What will happen to you if they found out about the truth? I hope they won’t leave you. I hope they will stay beside you no matter what happens.
The boys didn’t hear the wish, but they could read the sign. They could read her mind from her eyes. Inoo could see clearly the wish. He could read the unsecured feeling, and he promised himself to stay beside Takaki for whatever happens.
Once again Inoo breathed heavily while standing in front of Yamada’s door, but before he knocked it, Chinen had already unlocked the door and almost ran into the room. There, on the couch, they found Yamada was curling up in silent.
“Ryosuke ..., you should call us if you want to skip.”
The person didn’t move. He didn’t sleep, but didn’t respond either.
Some of them shook their heads and rolled their eyes to see him, but Yuto just stared intently to Yamada. He felt something was not right. He walked to him and touched his shoulder.
“Ryosuke.”
The said person didn’t budge. He was still curling up without any move.
“Ryosuke, please say something.”
Chinen and Daiki walked closer and could feel their heart beat faster so sudden. Inoo slapped Yamada’s forehead lightly but got no respond.
Yabu and Hikaru could only stare at each other.
“Ryosuke, please. This isn’t the time to mute. Say something. At least tell me what is happening?”
Yamada remained motionless. He curled more, and it made Yuto and Chinen looked at each other in worry.
Inoo pulled Yamada until he sat down and made him sat straight, but when he let his hold go, Yamada curled up again.
“Ryosuke, look at me.” Daiki patted his cheek, forced Yamada to face him, but failed. “Ryosuke! Tell me what happened!”
Yamada still didn’t respond. Everybody suddenly realized that his eyes were red.
“Don’t tell me that he didn’t sleep since yesterday.” Hikaru walked closer to him and patted Yamada’s cheek many times just to receive the same respond. He looked intently to him and found that his stare was blank.
“Did Takaki do something?”
Like a bell, the word ‘Takaki’ suddenly woke Yamada up. He suddenly sat and looked at them in wonder.
“Where’s Yuya?”
Daiki reached his face and made Yamada focused at him. “Did Takaki do something?” He repeated his question, with gentler tone.
“Huh? No! What do you mean? He didn’t do anything. Where’s he? He’s not here?”
Daiki sighed heavily. “Answer me honestly, what did Takaki do yesterday to you?”
“What?” Yamada stared at Daiki and didn’t get what Daiki was trying to dig. “He didn’t do anything. What do you mean? Did something happen?”
Chinen pushed Daiki away from the couch, and he sat in front of Yamada. He smiled and caressed Yamada’s arm.
“There’s nothing happened to Yuya. He’s fine. Yuki is with him right now, so you don’t have to be worried about him.
Yuki? I saw Shinkawa yesterday.
Yamada stoned for a while.
Did I see it right? Is it only my imagination?
“Ryosuke.”
Once again Yamada was being pulled to reality by Daiki’s voice.
“Did something happen yesterday?”
Inoo pulled Daiki to step back before he could ask Yamada more.
“Have you eaten?”
“Huh?” Yamada looked at Hikaru, didn’t understand about the question. “What?”
“Food. Have you eaten? Did you take any bite of something yesterday?”
Yamada just stared at Hikaru for a while before looked away. “I’m not hungry.”
Hikaru turned away and walked to the kitchen.
“He didn’t eat since yesterday.” Yabu followed. He opened the fridge and looked for something.
“Definitely.” Hikaru planted his cheeks while sighing heavily. His mind rolled so fast, analyzing everything. He tried hard to connect every thing he could think, but found nothing. “Something must’ve happened yesterday. Looking at him now, it must be something big.”
Yabu crashed the egg in a bowl and stirred it.
I hope there’s nothing happened between them.
“I hope there’s nothing happened between them.” Hikaru mumbled loudly. “The concert is already set, the tickets almost sold out, I don’t want the management cancels everything.”
Yabu gritted his teeth hard. He wished the same thing with Hikaru but didn’t dare to voice it out. It was still clear in his mind the way Takaki and Yamada cried. The recording was mingling in his head over and over like a slow movie in his memory. Yabu gulped, and closed his eyes.
“Listen ..., “
“I don’t mean to be mean, but after all Daiki was right.”
Yabu bit his lower lip. “I know. Daiki was right. They’re not working alone. They work with us, as a group. They should consider the group before doing everything, but you do know too that when we’re talking about feeling, we should put aside all of the logic things.”
Hikaru sighed. “You want to hear my real opinion?”
Yabu turned to him while receiving the fried egg.
“Love is a thing you can’t force. You can love anyone you want. As long as you don’t hurt anyone else, you can love anyone you want. Don’t mind about what people think about you. If you love somebody, tell them honestly, or you keep it as unrequited, but you have to prepare yourself to be hurt forever.”
Hikaru stopped for a while and just stared at the pan in front of him. He sighed heavily.
“I want to send them to a place where nobody can touch them. A place where they can love to each other freely. A place where they can show their love boldly. A place where they don’t have to hide their feeling.”
Yabu smiled widely. He patted Hikaru’s back and walked away to Yamada.
Hikaru stared at Yabu’s back and breathed heavily. He shook his head weakly. “But we can’t just put aside all the logic. We are living in a very strict society. A society with a very high moral code.”