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[deadlyanthrax]

I'm at my mum and dad's house again. I'm not sure how long I'll be here. I'm not sure of anything anymore. Only that I love him so much and my heart is broken

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[inthereeperbahn]

??? :(

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[deadlyanthrax]

He's sick and I think I just make it worse.

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[inthereeperbahn]

not sure you did though, whatever happened if its bad you aint making it worse by getting away, like you said baby first above the whole world right?? so it balances

if you wanna talk you got my number or i am on gmail pretending to do work, any time you want i will be round?? xxx

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[deadlyanthrax]

It's not that though, I just make him miserable. I act like I'm his fucking parole officer more than his wife and it just makes it harder for him. I love him and I can't stand making him miserable. Maybe if I was better then- Maybe I'm not good at loving people. Maybe I at best make no difference and at worst make them worse.

[bassandthedrums]

I don't know what's going on or anything, but try and take it easy yeah? Stress aint good for you or the baby, even though you can't help it sometimes. x

[deadlyanthrax]

I'm trying. It's not easy. But you're right.

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[scratch_gabba]

Dan told me waht happened.

your too good for him you know. dont beat yourself up cos your just looking out for the baby innit.

you in liverpool?

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[deadlyanthrax]

I'm not too good for him, I'm not good enough for him.

Yes, I'm with my parents.

[afemininetouch]

Oh, I am SO sorry to hear. I really hope you are able to sort things out in time but I do think, as you said, you need to look after your baby, and yourself, first.

[bikini_bamalam]

IDEK what 2 say. I cant believe u ran out on him.