Really good. I made him angry. Now we're over. Whatever there was of us. I can't live in dreams. I need him here now. I need him more than I've needed anyone. I. Love. Him.
I miss Pat so much. Untitled by Simple Plan came on and I started crying. I didn't think i'd miss him so much. I almost broke down in tears yesterday when me, Jerrica and some other kids in shop started talking about it. Ugh. I need to go blow my nise and stop crying.