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[bad_wolf_in_red]

Sometimes you have to let go.

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[god_in_green]

[Tamas brings Jason a cup of tea and sits at his feet, not sure what to say. He fights to keep his emotions in check - sad for his brother but also...hopeful, and desperately guilty for feeling that way]

[bad_wolf_in_red]

Jason reaches down and pets Tamas' hair for a bit before pulling him up into his lap and nuzzling his hair. "I still can't make you any promises."

[god_in_green]

I can't ask for any. [Tamas whispers, leaning into Jason's touch, rippling with shame for wanting this] I have no right to ask for anything.

[bad_wolf_in_red]

"You deserve them. I'm your alpha, Tamas. You should be able to ask me for anything."

[god_in_green]

You're my brother, I shouldn't... I'm sorry Jason. I wish I didn't... [He closes his eyes, wishing he could control his body's needs]

[bad_wolf_in_red]

"Shh, don't be upset." Jason continues to cuddle Tamas close to him, breathing in his scent. "You know brothers doesn't mean the same here or to us. You will always be my pack brother, no matter what else happens, just like Dick is. Anything else is up to you. If you truely don't wish for more..."

[god_in_green]

I want...I think I need more but...I don't want to make things harder for anyone. [He clutches at Jason, needing to feel his touch] I'm sorry, I've so sorry. I don't want to end up like Pan but I... I need...

[bad_wolf_in_red]

"You'll never be like Pan. He only took, and you give so much of yourself, my beautiful boy." Jason strokes Tamas' hair back, tilting his face up to press a gentle kiss to his lips. "I know it scares you, but you're safe here. with me."

[god_in_green]

[Tamas can't help but moan softly, a little ashamed of how easily he melts into Jason's kiss.] I always feel so safe with you. From the first moment I was free of Pan, I knew you would protect me. I just wish there was more I could give in return.

[bad_wolf_in_red]

"Seeing you safe is enough, it always has been. I would do anything to keep you safe and happy." Jason nuzzles Tamas' neck kissing over his mark.

[god_in_green]

I want be be able to help keep you and everyone else safe too. If I can learn how to control my... [He trails off, not sure what to call his new found abilities but the nuzzle and kiss make him lose that train of thought completely and he gasps, letting his head fall back] Oh...

[bad_wolf_in_red]

"You will." Jason whispers before biting down, needing to reaffirm their connection.

[god_in_green]

[Tamas gives a soft cry of pleasure, feeling his body stir as the connection zings through him. He lets his hands stray up to Jason's hair, tangling his fingers in his alpha's mane. Little ripples off emotion seep off him - relief and shame, guilt and hope confusion and...a sense of safety.]

[bad_wolf_in_red]

"When you're ready." Jason nuzzles behind Tamas'ear with a soft rumble. "When you're ready I'll give you what you want, what you need."

[god_in_green]

I...oh... [Tamas whimpers softly, trying not to wiggle in Jason's lap] Please? I'm sorry, I know you're... not till you're ready too.

[bad_wolf_in_red]

Jason growls and grabs Tamas by the hips pulling him hard against him, letting him feel how much he aches for it. "Do you know how long I've been alone? How many of those nights you've been in my bed, smelling so sweet and untouchable?"