yes, i saw the meteorite footage. Fireworks in my state of Australia are not legal,only licenced companies can use them for special occasions. For that reason they may be quite special to me.... (I don't know what firework/cracker usage in US is like). But... it is crazy here any time a new store is opened, or an engagement, a wedding - bang bang bang bang and here they are still celebrating new years. They can be relentless. I am not kidding! Have a look at the debris outside my window (the pretty tree). I post the entry.
Why I went to Korea -- well I had holidays - it is 1 hour from my home by plane, I have friends there, AND I had a girlfriend in China but we had just broken up (I thought, and still think), largely due to my honesty and cruelty, and worse. But of course, not just me.
Fireworks are a big deal in the US on the 4th of July and New Years. In fire-hazard regions, it may be made illegal, but often a fire department or local community will put on the show.
A girlfriend .... ? Honesty and cruelty and worse? You? You've added a new piece to the puzzle-that-is-you, but I'm not quite grasping where it fits in.
I'm not a cruel person. But I did look back at my behaviour (I even looked at my behavior at the time) as somewhat reprehensible - I myself would judge so. Love is not easy. And I can't help the way I feel - at least not in the present.
It has something to do with my obsession for telling the truth.
It's complicated and she tried to be cruel to me but you can't be cruel to me - if I recognise it as a strategy, then I will ignore it. Maybe she only tried to be cruel to me to prove how important I was to her? But she has been cruel before - I have felt it many times- and I am tired of being hurt as a means to an end.
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What prompted you to go to Korea?
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it is crazy here
any time a new store is opened, or an engagement, a wedding - bang bang bang bang
and here they are still celebrating new years. They can be relentless. I am not kidding! Have a look at the debris outside my window (the pretty tree). I post the entry.
Why I went to Korea -- well I had holidays - it is 1 hour from my home by plane, I have friends there, AND I had a girlfriend in China but we had just broken up (I thought, and still think), largely due to my honesty and cruelty, and worse. But of course, not just me.
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A girlfriend .... ? Honesty and cruelty and worse? You? You've added a new piece to the puzzle-that-is-you, but I'm not quite grasping where it fits in.
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It has something to do with my obsession for telling the truth.
It's complicated
and she tried to be cruel to me
but you can't be cruel to me - if I recognise it as a strategy, then I will ignore it. Maybe she only tried to be cruel to me to prove how important I was to her?
But she has been cruel before - I have felt it many times- and I am tired of being hurt as a means to an end.
We are friends again now but she has moved away.
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