Two weeks left and I couldn't be any more ready.

Summer, College, the rest of my life, here I come.

If you've seen 70+ of these movies, you're a movie freak ( Read more... )

Tonight I am filled with love because it isn't even my birthday yet and it feels like it. I was born about 8 hours from right now about 18 years ago and tomorrow will be my 18th birthday and I will celebrate with laughter, with friends, with family, and with a French AP exam. But that is the least of my worries ( Read more... )

Why does it irk me so much that mom left the benefit performance early to look at a house with a boyfriend i only sort of like even when my performance was already over? Why does that translate, in my head, to that she doesn't support my going? Why do I feel cheated?

What's the benefit for, you ask?
Because I'll be performing here
this summer.

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Today I am thankful for having a friend so wonderful that she doesn't just go to the hospital with me after I ak to visit my stepmom who was suddenly put there after a series of certain pangs that made the exact future unclear. She volunteers to go. I didn't have to ask ( Read more... )

This weekend was amazing. Absolutely incredible. And I'm pretty sure I don't deserve any of it ( Read more... )

so i have a dress for prom now.

and a date.

a boy date.

a straight boy date.

and the show is all this week and such.
word. life is good.

And this is why it is so important to be lonely and attentive when one is sad: because the apparently uneventful and stark moment at which our future sets foot in us is so much closer to life ...the more still, more patient, and more open we are when we are sad, so much the deeper and so much the more unswervingly does the new go into us, so much ( Read more... )

This weekend looked so good from afar. Each plan was going to be so fun, so awesome, so exactly what I needed.

But slowly, delicately
everything
fell
through.

Last night I dreamt every dream, all four of them, about Adam. That's how bad my weekend was.

How lame.
How tame.
How much I wished I could have gone dancing.
How much I wish I could have said on ( Read more... )

could this possibly work????


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