I doubt that you realize what you just did to me. Such a little gesture changed my entire outlook on my future. And I know that you didn't give it a second thought - which only makes it that much more beautiful. You acted out of truth - it wasn't an expected action. It just naturally happened. I fucking love this.

Despite myself I am falling for him. This proves that I am grasping at threads. At any little hope I might have left. I need something to keep me all right. I have proved that I can't do it alone, and don't wish to attempt.

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Life. A reaction to emptiness ( Read more... )

I am drinking a mango-GUAVA teazing right now and it reminds me of Talia - the guavaholic. hahaha.

IT'S GOT WHAT IT TAKES ( Read more... )

Of course you can make me cry. Everyone knows that. But I never knew that someone I don't know and have no desire to - could ever make me hate life so much. I thought only the people I cared about more than anything could affect me like this. Of course, I was reassured that the things said could never come true. But if you lie to me....I have ( Read more... )

*Eddie in make-up
*The park and car with Shane
*random pictures Sunday night

( MASSIVE amounts of pictures... )

Today I listend to "I'll Melt with You" and it made me happy again. It didn't make me cry. It had the same affect that it used to. And that just might be the best thing that has ever happened to me.

Yesterday me, Eddie, and Shane hung out. We went to the thrift store and got some stuff. Eddie got an fluffy, silky, white English shirt. Its so funny/hot. Shane and Eddie tried on matching boxers. Shanes were pink and Eddie's were pruple. Then we went out behind Gateway with Eddie and Danny and Shane and they skated around. I got to drive Danny's ( Read more... )