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daydreammuse

Chop me up and throw my pieces in a bath full of Piranas

Jul 01, 2008 10:26

I really wished that the first moment I had free to blog was supposed to anounce something happy like how me and my artist friend Svetla managed to get so much done with the comic book, or how the post office isn't really stealing my packages of books (thank god for that), or how good I feel with my job although I hate my collegues and such, but no ( Read more... )

i hate my life right now

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green_knight July 1 2008, 09:22:04 UTC

First off, your education was important, and you're now working hard to pay off your debt. That's the best you can do, so don't you dare and feel guilty about this ( ... )

daydreammuse July 1 2008, 09:49:17 UTC

Oh, thanks for the hugs. I am really not sure whether my family can be helped as my mom is at fault as well, keeping some of the debts hidden from my father, which makes it harder. It would seem this is the common practice in my family since I was born or so I have witnessed ( ... )

ex_kaz_maho July 1 2008, 10:20:27 UTC

This is so tough for you - ALL of you. But I feel bad especially for you... You're too damn young to have this kind of pressure and anxiety. Ugh.

*hugs* to you Harry. Please don't do anything silly with your liver... (Um, just kidding, but see the point you're making.) Also, I hope you find that young billionaire soon. ;)

daydreammuse July 1 2008, 11:03:49 UTC

Yup, so I say as well. But ever since my early years, I knew that we were disfunctional enough to get me this bad. As for the job I never had high expectations about it. I knew that sth would make it low paying and well this is it. Giving 60% of every salary from next month till end of summer will be quite the things.

Good thing about liver is that it can grow so chipping some off won't kill me. ;)

fandoria July 1 2008, 11:56:15 UTC

*hugs* I'm sorry. Financial problems are so rough. And you shouldn't have this on your shoulders right now. You should be able to go out there and enjoy this stage of your life.

daydreammuse July 1 2008, 12:06:34 UTC

Yeah, it's crappy. Majorly so, but what can you do? I will have to swallow this one and accept the fate to turn into a miserable dried up man, when my youth is gone. I already feel that way, so it won't take much.

music_lover3 July 1 2008, 15:31:40 UTC

Wow, that sounds really rough. Don't ever feel guilty for wanting a better education, and besides, you're helping to pay off all the debts, so you're doing more than most people.

"Seeing your mother cry is not something you would like to see, especially when you witness how her boss, a blond bimbo neurotic, degrades her ever day."

Huh, sounds like my mom's boss most of the time (except for the bimbo part, but he might as well be). It's gotten better, but only because my mom subtly threatened to quit and she's the best that he has. Hopefully it gets better with your mom, too.

Don't worry, everything will work out. Just keep working hard and don't forget to make some time for yourself. Oh, and I hope you find your billionare soon. *hugs* Be good to yourself.

daydreammuse July 2 2008, 07:07:38 UTC

Yeah, but I still feel like I shouldn't be doing this, since my father vowed to pay those tutoring lessons. So GRR to him!

Well her boss is a woman and her voice is like a high pitch drawl, if there exists anything in the vocabulary to describe how flailed cats and nails on a chalk board sound verry muffled like under water.

I wish we were back in the middle ages, where people died, when you cried witch, witch!

meredith_wood July 1 2008, 23:00:32 UTC

Hugs, hugs, and more hugs.

daydreammuse July 2 2008, 07:01:39 UTC

Thanks. There can be no more said about this. It's gah!