Bryan, Lori and I were great friends....Bryan and Lori are gone, and I'm still here. Not sure why....I miss them and think of them every now and then. Italy and the car. Wow.
Jagged little dude
anonymous
August 1 2011, 02:33:27 UTC
I shake as I read this. I can't cry for all my tears have died. I was there for all that. Her best friend... one of the few that didn't sleep aka have sex with the chaos of blue. I lived it all even up to that sunday. The pain the heartache is felt every blue Sunday. I wonder if she was brave or weak. If my advise ever got through to her. She knew I would be the last person to see her before they hauled her body away from me. Jagged was playing on repeat and now I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING NOT TO BE SO JAGGED...I would give anything. Rest in peace for you just couldn't see what you have done to us. Suicide is not the answer. If anyone is reading this and low please find it in your heart to get help and to see you take the living with you. My life will NEVER be the same. But this isn't about me right? It's about the girl I couldn't save. The girl I loved and understood. The addiction killed her. Sobber Lori didn't have the balls to do it but drunk Lori did. I loved your story on my friend little dude. To all who hurt like I do I want you to
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What an eloquent eulogy for Lori. She was the shyest superstar I ever knew and your retelling of your experiences with her remind me about that bitch. Dumb, beautiful, brilliant, stupid bitch. We all lose someone sometime but suicide is the cruelest. It takes the negative aspect of the pain that person feels for such a comparitively short time and spreads it thousand fold to all the people who were unlucky enough to have cared, and stays with them until they die. I am positive that if Lori knew the indirect sadness she created, she might have stayed a little longer.
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