Well I wont be going home for a few months which kinda blows. I seriously need to take a vacation. Im leaving for the whole month of April seems im going to sail around the carribean for a month. Ill be pulling into miami but it seems very few friends are even willing to make the 45 min drive to hang out. But its not all so bad i had a blast being ( Read more... )

Your gay ;)

I want a GF

Well im heading back to base tommorrow. Best weekend ive had in a while. All due to my friends and family. I'm loving life. I've spent alot of time alone living by myself and gotten to know my self better. I lived most of life for other people and thats it all i live for now is me. Im dependent on nobody but me and ill tell you its a good feeling. ( Read more... )

Oh yea and im going hom enext week i would be nicwe to see some of my old friends. so hit me up ray and jose. Anyone else well you know how to reach me

I dont know why. Its prolyl cuz im drunk. I updated my profile and restored my account. I couldnt wait to grow up have sex and drink. now that i have it sucks. I want to go back and relieve being a kid im 18 and stuck in life or death situations and i hate it i dont want the responsibilty. I shot someone last month. He was shooting at us first but ( Read more... )

I was gonna kill the LJ but decided against it now. My grandfather died. Ive never had anyone close to me in my family die. It sucked sooo bad. I saw the coastie movie it was teh shit. Im loving life in the coast guard and in key west. My only complain would be my grandfather passing away and my GF being a skeet but oh well she serves her purpose. ( Read more... )

Well guys im killing this live journal before I leave to my station. My Sn is johnnynukemall if you want to keep talking. Good bye guys. I may not be back for a while so see ya.

I dont know if anyone still reads this but damn i think i grew up to much. I kinda wish i could go back to years. Ive got all this responsibilty now and i dont know if i can handle it. I miss being a kid. If the old me would meet myself he wouldnt know who i am. I was a hopeless romantic now i dont believe in Love. I just wanted to shoot people now ( Read more... )

Wow im writing in this shit.