its getting closer and closer to hell day, meaning my bros wedding, so far no ones spazin but there is still like 2 weeks left for the shit to hit the fan ^-^ I hope stuff happens but I have a feeling it won't sadly. I am planing on doing my job at the wedding as I did at my real job I used to have totally half assed if I don't fall asleep. *sigh* ( Read more... )

ahh back to the hell on earth I like to call home lol. I do nothing but dream for a better life that be someones sissy pet, a nice place with a mama or dada fur, or somehow performing mass genocide on all man kind. with all this time you think I could use some to try to understand myself a little better but so far nothing I am but a mystery to ( Read more... )

my job has been filled and now I am free from work hell but also income. win some lose some I guess. but I still have stuff to do tomorrow, taking check to bank, gettin glasses fix... and maybe start packing for trip ( Read more... )

I'm sorry I don't get how people can do this crap go to work for like 8 hours a day having only like 4 hours to themselves before having to go to bed and do it all over again the next day. Now I know money dosent grow on trees n all that crap, but call me crazy, I cant do this. I really dont want to end up like my dad, he likes his job makes good ( Read more... )

its frying out round 80 degrees outside so since my room n my comp room are way to hot to be in I am posting from my laptop in the basement the coldest place in the house. might move stuff down here sometime ( Read more... )

well today, after thinking bout it for a while, took in a crap load, and by that I mean a trash bag full, of games to the gaming store and traded them in for a psp tho I was a lil short I got one used, the previous owner must have been a smoker x,x cuz it smells like smoke, I'll get used to it soon tho. I got the god of war game for it, I think I' ( Read more... )

I find it hard to not to, its bee like almost 2 years since my last trip and tho it wasn't the greatest it was a wonderful break from my hell. I plan to log alot of what gose on during this trip since I don't know how often I will get to post on LJ ( Read more... )

first off I want to say sorry for being so emo in da last post, and my bad if it offend anyone. I was just in one of those moods ya know? ok onto da real post ( Read more... )

1. when my mom asks me if I would like to do something, and I say no, then she says you have to do it anyways... then why the fuck did you even ask me if I wanted to? why not just Command me to do shit I dun wanna do ( Read more... )

Well I woke up today to my cell phone. It was snowie ^-^ he sounded quite happy and cheerful we talked for a while it was very nice. Snowie is the mate of Cici I'd have to look up wha his LJ name is tho ( Read more... )