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Apr 15, 2004 19:40

hey i finally figured it out.. my purpose in life.. is to not even be here at all.. no one wants me here.. no one loves me.. adn no one ever will.. i fuckin hate it here... here in this pain filled life i live.. chalsea was all i lived for.. and now shes gone... i wish she knew jus how bad she has destroyed me.. ruined me completly.. there is ( Read more... )

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anonymous April 21 2004, 09:37:20 UTC
im sick of your pathetic bullshit. get the fuck over it. i guess your fuckin friends mean nothing to you, your family, just cause you dont get what you want you get all "oh im going to cut myself boo hoo" just stop this gay shit. matters could be so much fucking worse and you make it look like all of your family and friends died. i see people who are much happier and less pathetic than you and their parents died.

"hey i finally figured it out.. my purpose in life.. is to not even be here at all.. no one wants me here.. no one loves me.. adn no one ever will.. " thats such bullshit i just want to pull my hair out. its so fucking PATHETIC. stop being so dramatic..boo fuckity hoo. if you stop being so "suicidal i want my life to end" then you'll see other people that you will fall in love with in the future. stop being a pussy. you only make yourself look like a poor little baby.

"there is nothing left of me or my heart.. i have no heart.. i have no love!" oh god..no comment.

thankyou, and have a nice day.

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mmmm gurl anonymous April 21 2004, 12:49:10 UTC
hey Brandie....its jessie...i kno this entry was a while ago and i jus goyt to read it....i dont kno how much u have thought about what you wrote or if anything has really change. U dont seem to want to really tell me anything anymore!?? ummm but i do have a lot to say!!... first of all u mean so much too me...and to see what u wrote about not meaning anything to anybody or just wanting to die..is bullshit...b/c u do have a point on this earth and its to be an awseom friend...and so many people love u...u shouldnt just through ur life away for 1 or 2 things bad that may happen!!...and i dont kno how i am ever goin to get through to u that cutting your wrists is stupid and sick! that hurts so many people too see that on u! and i dont care if all u get is legtures about it but its tru! but when people do try to talk to u about out all u do is shrug? look i dont kno if i want say means shit to u but u are my best friend and i hate to see that crap ...and i know what u are goin through..so please just call me or talk to me and i will help ( ... )

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