So I know my reasons for being motivated to work hard and capitalize my time and stuff like that, but I still remain unmotivated. I have these weekly epiphanies where I remind myself how much I am slacking or procrastinating and make a commitment to work hard and "this time it's gonna be different" but it never is, and every week is the same. If ( Read more... )

Everyday I realize more and more that there are certain thing I want to do with my life and these things will make me happy and satisfied if I do them. Now it's just a matter of me getting of my lazy rear to get them accomplished...I'm tired of school...I was tired of school the first week. It's almost November ! I am almost halfway to being ( Read more... )

So I haven't posted in a while I guess becase sometimes I view these blogs as being venues for the shallow and typical to wax philosophical and try to sound brooding and emotional. I oftentimes think I have better things to do with my time...which I do. Jeez...I don't fucking care about your boyfriend get him the hell off your avatar and write ( Read more... )

Well I had the distinct pleasre of witnessing Ethan Durelle's show last thursday and I can safely say that they are a stellar band. The boys sure do put on an awesome show. They played a cover of Tears for Fears-Shout which was pretty awesome and then my favorite part was when they played "We're all fired" and worked into "Chord." Evan said that ( Read more... )

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There have been a few times in my life where I had something I really wanted...and the ensuing consequences of my efforts ended in failure and I closed myself off to the world even more.
And it happens over and over again it seems...

I am cursed to exist only in my own thoughts.

Well ( Read more... )

I like A&M it's a good place ( Read more... )

In Memory of September 11th 2001...

I wish I could personally put a bullet into every single rag-headed bastard who kills my countrymen.

I have decided to channel all of my fear, frustration, angst, depression,self loathing,self hating,and failure that is my life so far into one venture...

No I am not happy with my life...
My existence is a futile melodramatic farce