well it's 6 30 am and i cant sleep.... my morning started off by calling chase because they said i bounced a check, but yet i never showed it on my bank statement/ the payment went through. ugh bastards fucked up...trying to double charge me ( Read more... )

so i have been up for over 24 hours but as long as i dont really relax i won't be able to sleep, haha ( Read more... )

this will be the lasst update until i come home from london... everyone have fun when i'm gone i come home may 16th... then its like a month til my birthday (well a month and 12 days) sarah is taking me to the wourp tour for my birthday and her birthday im buying her a pink ipod mini. her birthday is may 31st... lol yeah ( Read more... )

man this week has been really shitty... i just want to break down and cry but what good would that get me? what good would it do? nothing all it does it just make the situation worse! I just feel stupid tho.... stupid for putting myself through this by myself. that is the hardest part.... doing it all alone, because there is no one there to talk ( Read more... )

ok so wow a lot has happend today.... i should be in the hospital right now and my car shoulda flipped ( Read more... )

hmmm no one reads this.... Im frustrated with my life at this moment ( Read more... )

yesterday was just fucking awesome ass day. so like after class i go hangout with george since it was his birthday. he turned his keys and then we went downdown had a snack and chatted. I love George cuz he's just an awesome guy! haha so after i drop him back off at the apt and i go pick up court and Kd, we head back to modesto to listen to this ( Read more... )

haha last night was just what i needed it was awesome ( Read more... )

wow this has prolly been one of the hardest weekends ( Read more... )

so yesterday... went to school... well ... went and took my music test finished in 15 minutes, then went to matt and chris' apt. Matt was there (chris was at work). Phong was there and so was Bo. all hungout chilled and stuff... matt, bo and I are all addicted to myspace... we came to that conclusion. so then matt and i were hungry... so phong and ( Read more... )