and I've never met anyone quite like you before

[darkgreylenses]

On Friday night, I nearly lost my virginity to a stranger from a club.  It was horrible.
I want to talk about it, but no-one seems to understand, or care.  I didn't expect to feel so alone and unholy afterwards.  I was so scared, I wasn't ready.  I thought I was, but I wasn't.  I have never been so terrified in my entire life as I was in that moment

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[kimberly_tries]

i'm sorry, m'dear.
& i'm so glad ya found the word "no," when you needed it most. ♥

[darkgreylenses]

it's okay. I should have been more careful. It was going to happen from the moment I left the club with him and went back to his place. He told me the next morning that he hadn't wanted to have sex anyway, because he "wanted to know me for more than one night". I knew it was bullshit, he never called. Thank you so much for the concern <3

[darkgreylenses]

I'm alright now, thank you <3