Pass the tissues please...

[darkforest214]

I got an e-mail from my mum earlier this afternoon that completely ground my plans to a halt today...

"I went and visited G-Ma last night on my own & found the place with no problem.  I just want to warn you.....she's gone.  She did not know me.  I asked her if she did and she said yes, but when I asked her what my name was she said Debra Bush.  I

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[voldiebeth]

*huge hugs* I'm so sorry. I hope she gets better. At least she still thinks of you.

[didroy]

Being the hippie Buddhist that I am, I tend to be a big fan of reincarnation. I'm not sure why, but this seems to put my mind at ease, even when it's a little difficult to truly believe. It's the idea that nothing ever lasts forever, but at the same time, nothing ever really dies. Everything is eternal, just constantly changing, evolving, or moving. A loved one eventually always moves on to whatever is fit, but leaves behind memories, life lessons, and perhaps a child or two. In that way, the memory of that specific body lives on

[darkforest214]

She's not dead, her mind is just gone, and I think that's why this is so hard for me... I'll have some time tonight after band, woosas meeting, dinner, homework....... if I need consoling from someone other than the portable heater (Sarah) I'll be sure to let you know...

Or I could just return to my spot on the floor in front of the fridge with a frozen washcloth on my head...that's always nice. You should try that sometime... How 'bout tonight if you're not busy with other things?