well i know i havent done this in a long ass time.. ive been writing in my notebook instead of puttin it on here so im just gona put all my journal entrys on here and some of them have dates so i give them when i got em... anyways uhm... i duno if u can actually read thru them all theres so much lmao but ya ok.. have fun?

skippy skippy! sry .. just got my own deviant art acct n kt scans my pics for me so i can show off my art and be like all.. wooo im better than you and you and you and you!! hehe nah.. personally i hope everyone thinks my work is complete and utter crap on a stick shoved up a pandas ass.. why? .. i duno just sounds fun doesnt it.. anythin that ( Read more... )

sometimes i dont know what to feel.. one minute i feel so happy like nothing can remove me from the carefree joy state that i am in than.. i *think*.. the one thing i hate doing the most because it always ends in disaster.. i think way to much.. and it always leaves me in a depressed mood... which is why i choose and try to be with my hardest ( Read more... )

hey.. been awhile since i wrote in this.. lately ive been contemplating on some things.. some major things have affected me and its really made me think.. of myself and who i am.. and im so fucking sick of myself.. im a bitch.. ive been seriously thinking and.. i dont wana be anybody but myself.. because lately im really hating how im turning out ( Read more... )

I hate everything.. I hate you, I hate people, I hate my mother.. what ever the fuck shes spose to be.. I hate my dad my brother... I hate preps I hate racists fucks.. I hate sexists I fucking hate the cotton candy man because he wont give me some fucking pink cotton candy and i fuck hate cheese and pandas.. now how bad has my life gotten when i ( Read more... )

staying after at cofair is fun.. yay *skippy* wish kt would stay damnt .. than it be real fun lol!! shes my woman damnt.. anyways sounds super? super super super fun fun fun yayyyyyyyy skippy.. anywayyyyyys..... i dont really have anythin to talk bout.. goin to get my hair cut in like 15 mins.. wee.. skippy... so ya ok.. i like sex.......... I LIKE ( Read more... )

yayyyy today was fun! yay super super.. -.- anywaaaayys .. i miss luke :( i barely get to talk to him.. ok cmon.. lets try to think happy thoughts.. ah! i gave ms spenik a boner today!! yay .. she must like my tits lol she didnt even assign any hw she was so grateful.. yay *dances* .. anyways.. that suxx that britt n john are breakin up .. they ( Read more... )

gd it i hate my friggin mom.. sob she comes home and always ruins my day.. not that my day wasnt already ruined.. it was.. til luke came on *yay skippy!!* :) ya i like.. love him n stuff.. cuz hes cute n wonderful and the only thing in this gd world that makes me happy and actually want to live.. anyways.. nuff revolving around his cute ass.. hes ( Read more... )

depressed .. as usual.. today was a bad day man... i get up, my face is all strange feeling and my nose is stuffed from crying myself to sleep .. i go to get some water and a gd tissue and my mom immediatly starts yelling at me for something.. i didnt even know what the hell she was talkin bout so i just said w/e n she slapped me n said stop being ( Read more... )

mwahaha i have a thinger ma bobber! i mean a journal thinger ma bobber! yayyyyyyyyyyy i feel fun ... im having fun with bitch over here (katie) .. cuz cuz.. i SAID SO and if i want my waffles cooked over eazy than u can SUCK MY NON-EXISTANT DICK BITCH!! sry.. weeeeeeee... heee.. hehee... -.- DISTRACTION!! .. a pink lil box filled of DESTRUCTION!! ( Read more... )