Can't Sleep!!

[dark_mazda]

I Don't Get It,Am I That Really Bad Of A Person And That Bad Of A Boyfirend.You Mean To Tell Me That All My Life I've Been Lie To About How Nice I Am And How Much Of An Sweet Careing Guy I Am.Why Would People Do Something Like This To Me(I Know What It Is...The Shit Happens Crap Right)In All My Fucking Life Time I Thought I'll Never Fall Over Heels

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[sweetsinner84]

I just wanted to say that I'm sorry. I know I hurt you and I know how badly I treated you. We had a lot of problems and I don't want you to only blame yourself for them. I am as much at fault for the demise of our relationship as you were. I was just tired of the constant fighting and because we don't get along, we're from two completely different worlds, we're extremely stubborn, we're not compatible...I just felt it would have been best that we just split up and move on with our lives. John, I do care about you and I always did. Yes, in the beginning I was dating you because I hate to be alone. Go ahead, call me a bitch. It was a fucked up thing to do. But over time I did grow to care about you and want to be with you and want to make things work. But eventually the more depressed I got, the more confused about what I really want, the more my attachment and love lingered for an ex, the more my life got out of hand...the worse our relationship got. John, I am so sorry I hurt you in ways I probably don't even know about. I spent so