Hugs hon. I guess deep down we all will ALWAYS be friends, cause it's a time like this that I realize that even if we don't talk for YEARS and there is a point where you or Krysti need someone, I will be there for you, and I know you guys will do the same in return. If I had to money to get Krysti up there, she's be there in as long as it took to fly there. But all I can do at the moment is mentally hug you, and be here if you need to talk about it, or if you just want to talk about something else. I love you Adrian and I'm here.
we're Friends, no matter what comes up or how things may change or evolve, that won't.
i love you, too. and i am very thankful to know you and deep inside, i am very proud of you, finding the job that you did, and changing plans again. ;D things are right with the world, if they're inconsistent. :D
I'm still so sorry for you. Maybe that doeswn't seem genuine since I had just written in my journal only days ago how I am one of those people who don't like to see people going through all the stuff it takes to be dying (and hope you don't find it unsympathetic that I used that word). But I had a lot of the same thing when my grandfather died. He also went into a coma (they did move him to Mass General, and it did't help him at all) and I went everyday, and half of me didn't want him to go but I realized what a strong person he had been and how much it would have sucked for him to have to be vegetative and need assistance and finally I let go. When I did he also finally let go, as if he were waitiong for me to be ok with it. I don't know if I'll ever be 100 percent ok with it, as I still miss him all the time even though its been a few years now, and the biggest regret I have of all is that 1) it came as a surprise: we all thought he was going to last forever and 2) I hadn't seen him in a while and my last memories of him are instead
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nods. in a sense, i think i am handling it as well as i was because long ago, i prepared myself for this to happen, and took comfort in knowing that if anyone was EVER prepared for the Journey, she had a map, compass, GPS, cigarette lighter inverter, a trailer full of gasoline cans, weeks of MREs, several matches, and a sattelite phone..
It's amazing to me the ppl that have faith like she does. I sometimes wish I could have that faith and the great peace and joy that ppl that believe in God have for their final days. Having read that about your Grandmother I believe she would be happy at the way she's going and the fact she'll be in Heaven after this is over. I hope the best for you Adrian. I wish I could do something more for you right now.
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we're Friends, no matter what comes up or how things may change or evolve, that won't.
i love you, too. and i am very thankful to know you and deep inside, i am very proud of you, finding the job that you did, and changing plans again. ;D things are right with the world, if they're inconsistent. :D
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:D
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that sucks. :/
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-=hugs=-
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