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[dark_happiness]

Okay, an update

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[admiral_walrus]

Hugs hon. I guess deep down we all will ALWAYS be friends, cause it's a time like this that I realize that even if we don't talk for YEARS and there is a point where you or Krysti need someone, I will be there for you, and I know you guys will do the same in return. If I had to money to get Krysti up there, she's be there in as long as it took to fly there. But all I can do at the moment is mentally hug you, and be here if you need to talk about it, or if you just want to talk about something else. I love you Adrian and I'm here.

[admiral_walrus]

excuse my typing errors, it's 6:39am and I'm not fully awake yet. Just didn't want to get the grammar authorities on my ass. ;-)

[dark_happiness]

thanks, tally.

we're Friends, no matter what comes up or how things may change or evolve, that won't.

i love you, too. and i am very thankful to know you and deep inside, i am very proud of you, finding the job that you did, and changing plans again. ;D things are right with the world, if they're inconsistent. :D

[ish_tar]

I'm still so sorry for you. Maybe that doeswn't seem genuine since I had just written in my journal only days ago how I am one of those people who don't like to see people going through all the stuff it takes to be dying (and hope you don't find it unsympathetic that I used that word). But I had a lot of the same thing when my grandfather died. He also went into a coma (they did move him to Mass General, and it did't help him at all) and I went everyday, and half of me didn't want him to go but I realized what a strong person he had been and how much it would have sucked for him to have to be vegetative and need assistance and finally I let go. When I did he also finally let go, as if he were waitiong for me to be ok with it. I don't know if I'll ever be 100 percent ok with it, as I still miss him all the time even though its been a few years now, and the biggest regret I have of all is that 1) it came as a surprise: we all thought he was going to last forever and 2) I hadn't seen him in a while and my last memories of him are instead

[dark_happiness]

nods. in a sense, i think i am handling it as well as i was because long ago, i prepared myself for this to happen, and took comfort in knowing that if anyone was EVER prepared for the Journey, she had a map, compass, GPS, cigarette lighter inverter, a trailer full of gasoline cans, weeks of MREs, several matches, and a sattelite phone..

:D

[choke_me_hard]

It's amazing to me the ppl that have faith like she does. I sometimes wish I could have that faith and the great peace and joy that ppl that believe in God have for their final days. Having read that about your Grandmother I believe she would be happy at the way she's going and the fact she'll be in Heaven after this is over. I hope the best for you Adrian. I wish I could do something more for you right now.

[dark_happiness]

hugs you tightly. you're doing quite a lot hon. I appreciate it deeply.

[cerrenes]

*hugs tightly* i cannot text from germany :((((

[dark_happiness]

:(

that sucks. :/

[ex_ladybutt]

I sent you a text message, call me if you can. I'll make you feel better.

-=hugs=-

[dark_happiness]

hugs. it's been a busy day. :/