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[dark_angel42069]

Over at Aileens. A lot of shit has been getting to me! I feel so alone and confused. The only one who remotely understands me is Aileen. Cause we have been through a lot of the same shit. Anywayz , I'm just tired of people talkin shit on someone making it seem like there so repulsed by this person. Then they give up on someone they really wanted

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[koiishi]

finally got a vampire freaks account

[fairywings87]

OH yeah let's change the subject. LOL! No...I know a little bit of what you are talking about hun. I know what it feels like to be played and toyed with. I think that's all guys want from girls. They want them to be confused and they want them to hurt because it makes them feel better about themselves if they know a girl likes them and they won't do jack shit about it except make fun of you or talk shit behind your back. You know I know how it feels. You watched it happen to me. I wished I could help you deal with your problems and sort your thoughts out but I can't. It's not my business and I feel it shouldn't be my business. But I'm here to listen. Love ya lots hun.
Holly

[dark_angel42069]

Thanx Holly! Your still going to Hillcrest next year!? I want to hang out with ya sometime. Next time Kayla throws one of her big orgy parties make sure I'm invited . You no I love orgys! j/k lol I know what your talking bout with guys. It's like they like to make you squirm . No matter how hard you try to impress them it's like they look right through you. I hate feeling like I'm not good enough! I have this big self-esteem problem. I feel like a lot of chicks that the guy I'm talking bout talks to is better the me. I'll feel you in when you call my cell or I see ya at Kay's! And with this certin dude I think he likes the fact that I'm fighting for his approval. And he gets a big ego trip. Grrrr ! I'm think bout turning leisbian. lol j/k

Call my cell sometime
693-8471 call after nine
fri at nine my free weekend starts at nine also!

[fairywings87]

Okey dokey.....what made you think that I am not going to Hillcrest next year? As for Kayla and her "big orgys", those don't happen very much. There's only been once and that was a last minute decision. None of us are really into having EVERYONE over anymore. It's nice every once in a while but not all the time like I used to do. I will give you a call sometime. I'll talk more later.
Holly

[night_phantom87]

hey danielle, I don't want to sound rude, but why don't you stop trying to make everyone else happy? Your 17 years old, isn't it time you stop worrying about people who don't like you or people who don't want to be amde happy by you. Or chances are, the person your talking about is trying to make you make them happy so you can just give them them attention their looking for. Your not going to take this advice or anything, and what I'm doing is pretty much a waste of two minutes of my life. Now I don't know know who your talking about, but I have a feeling that their just trying to get attention from you.

You do what you want with your life, but you'd feel much better if you'd justs top worrying about what everyone else wants and more about what you want. If this person really liked you (if a whole love affair is the case) then they wouldn't be doing this to you, their pushing you away (or they will eventually) and their making you feel like shit, its really not working for either of you.

Luke

[dark_angel42069]

Luke I listen to what you've got ta say. Sometimes the answer is right infront of me but I'm to afraid to make that change or take that chance ! I honestly value your opinion. I need to work on making myself happy and not worry bout making others happy! But sometimes I dont see that. I only think bout making them like me. And it stresses me out because I try to hard. And I'm starting to wonder if that person is using me for the attention. Call my cell after nine and I will explain!

Luv ya lots,
Dani

[night_phantom87]

i don't knwo your cell number honey, but i want to call

[night_phantom87]

nevermind its right above me